Ridiculous ❤

Everything was happen just in a split *wink*
I can't believe
It's really over. a new beginning.
=)

New beginning
I interview success!! :))
I get the job that I wanted.
I know this is not a easier position
but I ll try my best to handle it.
Amitabha please bless me =]

Something was happen out of my expectation
Ahem~ :)
I tell myself. everything just let it be natural. lol
if it really belongs to me,
I believe no matter what happens
it still belongs to me. =]

Dilemma' mood make me sick seriously.
I hope myself wont become greedy
it is so hurt.
I know it was unfair.
Sorry. ='(

HE wish me smile always.
that why HE make me smile everyday.
❤
but how about YOU ?

I'm being stupid coz' a little hope.

=song= 

[ Westlife - If I Let You Go ]

长大了就要有个大人样

1.转身，要比眼泪快。
这是必须。
过了21岁，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过。

要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别 人面前掉眼泪。
别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。

2.你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事。
可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人。请你不要觉得那是负担。
过了21岁，这是你生命中一个新的开始。

3.谁对你好，你就对谁好。
人际交往永远是礼尚往来的。双向法则。没有人有义务对你好。
过了21岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。


4.明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。
什么女子无才便是德，要嫁得好，首先要有才。
而此处问题的关键，不是嫁得好。是你自己过得好。
过了21岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？
过了21岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？

5.答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌 优柔寡断、藕断丝连。
对自己心软，成不了大事。
过了21岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。

6.如果你正在恋爱，请不要毫无保留地付出。
你全盘托出了，拿什么留给你以后的老公？
女孩子，要学会对自己好一点，别把所有的都投资在所谓的“潜 力股”身上。
无论什么时候，看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌。

7.做人学会圆滑。
过了21岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人 包容。
对不喜欢的人和事面带笑容，是我们必须学会的恶心。

8.感谢所有伤害过你的人。
然后在21岁生日的那天，对他们挥挥手，说声，我不再恨你们 了。
仇恨留在21岁以前的青春，你长大了，你要正视伤害。

9.别玩什么非主流。你又不是肥猪刘。
还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏妆，是大方得体的淡妆。
一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优 先考虑。
为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？
世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

10.减肥，说说就好。
到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候，你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩 一系列疾病同时伴随你。
说不好还有胃癌。
过了21岁，你要知道，你以后的路还有很长，健康的身体是你 走下去的保证。

11.对挑拨离间的人，不要揭发他。
等他演完一出出好戏，拼命演，拼命圆。
然后告诉他，其实你什么都知道。
接着，笑笑，离开。


12. 是的，你已经达到法定婚龄了，可是你并不用着急着嫁人。
或许你正在热恋，你们山盟海誓说要一辈子。
可是你才刚过21岁，你不知道一辈子到底有多长。日子是过出 来的，不是想出来的。
结婚，不是两个人的事情，是两个家庭的事情。老一辈讲的门 当户对，并不是毫无道理的封建思想。结婚，你应该抱着一 辈子只有一次的信念，所以挑选的时候丝毫不得马虎。恋爱，就 把它当成恋爱。结婚，慢慢来。

13.轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给一字头的年龄。
你已经21岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。
什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。
那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，我们经历过就够了。
过了21岁了，学会淡定从容。

14.男朋友，宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞而恋爱，不要因为跟风 而恋爱。
过了21岁了，学会对自己的人生负责。

15.自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。
21岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。
女人要独立，经济独立是基础。

16.如果一个男人对你说他配不上你，相信他。
一个自己说配不上你的男人，一辈子也不会配得上你！
珍惜与能力无关，与钱无关！

copyrights =)

Srlsy I like this post so much

although is copying.

Hmm~

or maybe you can said I'm copy cat bla bla bla = ="

but

I don't mind 

I don't care.

最后告诉自己
I'm 21.

并给自己准备一个微笑

♥ S.M.I.L.E ♥
=]

[ 我可以I'm okay~ ^^ ]

=')

If I say this post will be the last post
I wouldn't blogging anymore
Hmm.. can I say so? lol
I not sure. But one things I can sure is
sorry for that.. coz' I ll less blogging
start from today =)

Why I wanna less blogging?
I think the only reason just know myself.
>.< *as me selfish, okay?

20100326

If i say myself not a clubbing kaki
I think everybody ll give a slap to me
Ahem~ PuiChin *clubbing queen* lar wey
lol =.= My new nickname *clubbing queen* not bad xD

Since yestday get Fishy msn ask issit wanna join together
I still say I anti clubbing! lol
talk crap.. = =+

Location: Barroom
Time: O.O night
Event: Mask party
Mood: ♥

Let show some pic

♥ Me ♥ Ab ♥ MunYee ♥ 

♥ Me ♥ Fishy ♥ MunYee ♥

♥ Fishy ♥ Me ♥

♥ Fishy ♥ Me ♥ Ab ♥ *behind ♥ Eros ♥
Eros mau kiss also. Ehem~ =)

♥ Eros ♥ Me ♥
I like this pic xD
Coz' I edit Eros and me act fun =)

♥ Me ♥ Jessy ♥

♥ Me ♥ Jessy ♥ Fishy ♥
Dunoe why I love this pic so much
maybe this can prove how cute we're. lol :D

Srsly tonight clubbing not high at all = =+
really. I just get tired in the end.
Mask party wor? O.o
Cheh. I more enjoy shake myself.

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Reach home 
Time: 3.36am
OMG. I know what ll happen after I wake up later O.O
guarantee get shoot 99 = =+
but I know I really is over a bit
clubbing too rapidly btw two week.
Hmm~ Is my fault.

Wake up
Time: 4.56pm O.o
I know my fault again = =+
That really too over.
And I know I really don't have a normal life.
sorry~ make them worry again ='(

Issit I'm really live in my own world?
I don't know. =|
but one things I can say to myself
I know what am I doing now.

Sometime what you unexpected
that ll be true.
I don't know what I wanted now.
but if that really a destiny
I ll let ♥ in and accept it.

Finally I straighten out everything
Feel great. S.M.I.L.E =)

Maybe you're the one I want 

but maybe you're not the one that I need.

 =song=

[ Taylor Swift - White Horse ]

24032010

I hope I can be the girl inside the pic

trying talk to myself

" I'm erasing you. "

That's really a HARD mission for me :|

I thought I can easily pull it out

but it's really out of my expectation.

FAILED :(

Sorry to her

I can't carry out the promise I've made

I'm stupid :'(

Maybe need some time

I believe time can wash everything.

Sorry to my BFF

I feel thankful I've having you this best friend

every time I sad,

you willing to listen my sadness.

thankQ so much. :'(

I've been learn how to be tough

okay? =]

I want to give up

I want to walk away. 

I want to forget everything I've ever known 

I want a life that's worth living.

Start a new life... 

God, can you help me? 

= Song =

[ Shayne Ward - Breathless ]

Quit

"After wake up still need to face about it,

why don't face it with optimistic mind? "

Victor say.
*I miss his soh zai look srsly ='))

Again I view her blog
really feel apology to her
I'm sorry, my fren :(
I don't know her loves you deeply
You make me feel guilty!
stupid buffalo! >.<

I've decided you're not worth it.
I won't shed another tear over you :'(
Why on earth would I cry over someone like you
who could care less about me?
That only makes me seem pathetic.
And I'm not!
I never was! >.<

Since the time you say
" Can i request not to bla bla bla something? "
Okay ~ Fine ~
I'm nothing to say anymore!
Totally feel disappointed on you.

Maybe I bring a lot problem to you
I'm annoying for you.
Okay ~ I'll be far away far away from you.
You can get peace that what you wish.

I hate myself being drunk.
I hate myself being wasting time.
I hate myself being fall for you.

I swear start from today
I was only in love with someone
who have the capability of loving me back.

Thank you,
You make me heartbroken.

=Song=

[ Westlife - Every little thing you do]

20032010

Well ~ I'm actually not a clubbing kaki 

but since I go twice time Barroom for this week 

Fuck >.< 

Went to Barroom with my dear*shake

Fishy ♥ Ab ♥ Eros ♥ LinWei ♥ Tham ♥

and some others frens

=.='' like what Fishy said. just leave it.

Okay~ Let see some pic xD

My dear*shake Fishy ♥ Me

Me ♥ Ab

Fishy ♥ Me ♥ Ab

♥ We love this pic so much ♥

Me and Tham 


Give my first kiss to Fishy and Ab

They keep kiss me whole night = =''

but this also my first time force kiss by people

Lolz. luckily is girls. :))

Srsly, I really hate myself being drunk.

I promise myself wont get drunk tonight.

but why I can't do that? =(

I hate myself break promise.

I'm useless.

Why I just can't ignore what I saw?

I  keep drink Henieken and Casblerg rapidly

I hope myself can get drunk,

can forget everything what I saw and what I hear.

Hmm.. the first round in Barroom

I not yet drunk also. 

but since reach 2nd round Voodoo

get drunk = =''

Follow the music 

I keep shaking my head.

well~ finally I done it.

I get drunk again. = =''

But luckily tonight I still can recognize people

and I only *tear drop*.. srsly

Tear drop with happy smile. ='))

coz I know I'm not that sad actually.

McD 3rd round yumcha. lol

we all rest at there and supper time xD

Of course I don't want to supper

but I also mou la la get one cup 

FOC my favorite chocolate sundae. lol

anyway, ahem~ thank you lar wey.

Promise myself wouldn't cry because of you

really feel stupid when every time I'm crying

that not worth at all. stupid.

Time can wash every thing.

I believe.

No matter how.

Cheers up, girls =))

[ Friendship forever ♥ LOVE ]

So wrong, so right

A new day. My new life.

Unconsciously, I already 21yr old :))

I appreciate what my parent give me

how hard they bring up me for 21yrs.

Ohh. omfg. Pls emo stay away from me.

my dear sister msn chat with me =]

I love to chat with her.

coz' she is psycho' graduate.

She ask me about you. 

I dnt know how to answer. =[

Srsly, I really don't know what relationship we having.

Please. Don't treat me diff with others.

I hate we being dubious.

I dislike the confuse relationship we having now.

Did you know

you make me feel guilty every time 

when I together with you.

I feel apology to her.

I'm sorry :'(

" Don't waste time laaa, amoi ~ '' - My sister told me.

='(

Is the time give up on you.

maybe this is our FATE. 

as what her say

open our heart

give chance to others.

Maybe we can get another better than you.

I hate the way you make me and her being sad and cry.

but no worries

Me and her ' friendship will be forever,

we wouldn't break our friendship because of you.

I appreciate having a good fren like her.

My fren told me something about you.

One of the reason was make me cry yestday. =[

But what you do actually is protecting me

avoid the rumors btw me and you.
You protect me as much as you can.

This is the way you respect me.

Arghhhhhhhh >.<

I hate myself every time being confuse.

even job and relationship are same.

MESSED UP! 

I'm stupid :'(

[ Dream never come true ); ]

Child--->Adult :))

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10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1...

Happy Birthday to myself :))

Hurrey~ I already 21yr old 

finally I can from child become adult.
=)

Ahem.

Going to barroom for my birthday party tonight. =]

I get key =]

Dad mom, I already 21yr old!! Yuhoo~~

thank you for being caring me 21 years.

Appreciate** Muackssss

Well ~

21yr old sure celebrate with my BFF' 

and some PR ex-coursemate =]

Srsly, I having a NICE birthday party tonight

but some of them get drunk

included me oso =.=''

Let see some pic =))

Money, Moon, Ab, Me, Yumi =]

Moon Moon so high =X

Make wishes
1) I wish my family and all my friends dream come true.
2) I wish I can get a good job.
3) I wish ..................* secret * =))

Me and Si Fatt Tham =]

Hug me wor. Ahem ~ pay pls :P

 
My best fren Moon Moon =]

My dear Fishy xD

Mou la la get many sticker

Lolz. but finally win the BLACK LABEL =))

Omfg. 7 gals get drunk in the end

How silly how paiseh since we all get drunk? = =

They say I keep crying bla bla bla

talk many non-sense things. 

Allahhhh.. what going on? =.=

Sometimes maybe when drunk only can release 

I wish I drunk tonight

well~ I success done it.

Bla bla bla ~~

Even what I talkin about or what I do to anyone of them

I also forget =.='

Afterward some of us straightly back kampar

hmm.. some of us continue take k us

and they bring us go McD

*the place was common we'll go after clubbing

# Thank you all my friends who take k me

and please forgive if I can't recognize who are you 

when I get drunk. =]] #

Heartache

Tear drop T___T

After I saw something you done
Can I just ignore everything that you do?
did you know how hurt when I saw that ?

Every time I need you, 
but you not by my side :'(
I hope you explain to me,
but you never do that.

= Song =
[ 卢学睿 - 可不可以♥我 ]

Slit

jengs!

My new camera (;

yeah. finally I have my own camera

Hmm... spend RM798.*my own pocket money*

T_____T

buy it as my 21st 'present to myself. lol

I love Nikon' brand.

=)

Charge full battery and get ready to my party

yipeeeeee :D

==========================================

I wish I could call ♥ you ♥ and 

ask you 'How are ♥ you ♥ today?' 

but I really don't have much to say... 

I sit all alone 

I stare at the phone 

I hope that ♥ you're ♥ doing ok )';

Everyday used to be chatting with ♥ you ♥

once I online or receive text

I always hope it's from ♥ you ♥

=(

Again ♥ you ♥ disappear

Bla. maybe I'm annoying ;'(

I wish I could be as invisible 

as ♥ you ♥ make me feel.

[ weep ]

Confusion

"Do you know how confusing you are? 

You're the most confusing person in the world..

Sometimes you confuse me so much I get confused about 

but why I'm still so crazy about you? " 

When I need ♥ you ♥

where're ♥ you ♥? );

Today was my interview day

but ♥ you ♥ don't have ask me 

how was my interview today. 

); 

Okay fine.

When the time I need ♥ you ♥

I tell what happen on me

and all my sadness to ♥ you ♥

What answer I get from ♥ you ♥ ?

" Okay okay, later I going to read. "

)':

The time I need ♥ your ♥ comfort

lead me how should I do

but why?

♥ You ♥ just left me alone 

let me alone facing all the sadness.

I hate the way ♥ you ♥ treat me

I don't understand the way ♥ you ♥ doing on me

even what ♥ your ♥ thinking

I also don't know );

Bla bla bla

Can I act everything didn't happen?

[ ♥ Your ♥ love gives me a heart confusion.]

Wait-ing

Job less --------------------> ME

Going to be beggar soon xD

I hope money can fall down from sky =)

Going to interview today

wake up in the morning 8am

still in sleepiness mood xD

How long I didn't wake up so early? =.=''

10am.

First job- Marketing Executive 

Interview process-ing

Bla bla bla ~~~~~~~~

Fill up detail

Show my cert 

Try spoken smooth by using eng

well~ I 'done it. :)

" Within this week, we gonna to call you. thanks for your interview"

==ll + :(

4pm.

Second interview- Front Officer

Interview process-ing

Bla bla blah~~~~~~~~ same procedure= =

But this time a bit difference.

Coz' the interviewer is a young guy, assistant branch manager. lol xD 

" We need to send your detail and so on to KL' HR, 

gonna inform you as fast as possible. "

= =ll  same situation. Alamak 

Reach home 530pm

freaking tired and sleepy =(

Just simply interview

how I gonna to work later? lol

Laziness.. far away from me !!! =.='' 

Suddenly receive a call 

Hahahaha.. get another interview on this coming Thurs :)

Hmmm... same on my bday. lol

Don't know my bday will bring along together some luck to me?

lol. I hope so :D

I damn miss you all ♥ ♥ ♥

T______T
All my kampar frens.

p/s: No expect No disappoint.

[ God bless (: ]

I believe

I don't see things the way ♥ you ♥ do

so give me a reason to believe..

Just listen rumor from a fren

cant bear my tear again T_____T

Don't know why.

I felt sad :(

I hate flirter

FUCK YOU!!!

Tomorrow I'll going to interview

since I already told ♥ you ♥ the day we met

and ♥ you're ♥ the first person who' know

Feeling sad just now

but luckily have my BFF' fishy :)

thanks console me again.

I miss my Fishy :p

And ♥ you ♥ lol 

luckily ♥ you ♥ remember I gonna interview by tomorrow 

but why ♥ you ♥ keep ask me go to sleep only?

ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz

wey~ I need ♥ your ♥ ' support

stupid. = =''

p/s: Super dyper hate FLIRTER >________<

[ Trusty ]

Closer ;)

" The spaces between our fingers were created so another person's fingers could fill them. "

Srsly

It's like nobody is around when I'm with ♥ you ♥

We talk to each other 

We sit with each other

so near so close.

=)

We get more close and closer

that actually unexpectedly.

Never expect those will happen on me

but finally ♥ you ♥ did it on me :)

I enjoy every moment with ♥ you ♥

Really. I can feel it.

♥ You're ♥ different today

the way ♥ you ♥ talk to me 

the action ♥ you ♥ did to me

that's all really have difference.

>_______<

I remember ♥ you ♥ told me

" body touch body, we only can more closer. " lol

The moment ♥ you ♥ told me

I look at ♥ you ♥

*shy* ♥ you're ♥ so cute =D

I close my eyes and ♥ you ♥ just by my side.

I feel ♥ your ♥ shoulder and ♥ your ♥ arm.
♥ You ♥ show the (n_n) to me. lol

How sweet? :)

I hope the moment can stop it.

Issssssssshhhhhh >.<

Don't hint me, ok?

lol. I'm stupid.

p/s: ♥ You're ♥ always on my mind.

[ Close to  ♥ you ♥ ]