Sunday, February 28, 2010

Mad













EXACTLY
No one belongs here more than you. =]

You
just be yourself
be tough
be confident.
ok? 
I believe you can do that
and you wouldn't let me down =)

Texting sometimes play a main role
for me, 
I love to text :)
Don't keep see your handphone 
that's just you.
*whoooooooooooooot :)


You admit that.
really?
Izzit I'm really different with somebody? lol
finally you say this to me.
* I expect long time ago *
Hahahahahahahaha...
Yeah! sure I more than anyone. lol =]


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Something I cant bear anymore
please
those bitch and flirter
far away from !!
since you should know what you already have
and don't keep flirting others.
you should know what situation you being now

PLEASE BEHAVE YOURSELF, BITCH! =.=''
FAR AWAY!!
DON'T EVEN MAKE ME GET MAD!!!! 
ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz...


p/s: BITCH, stop firtling!!


[ calm down ]

Saturday, February 27, 2010

You :)


















Lets be free,
just you and me.
lets run away,
to a more beautiful day.

We’d be where the sun will always shine.
And us together would be divine.
Everything would be flawless;
to you, I’ll confess.

I need just you, with just me
So we can run away and be ever so free.
You’re lonely and so am I
That’s why we will ever say goodbye.

We’ll have each other in our final destination
Then we can fulfill every temptation.
We will have run away,
and away is where we will stay. 

p/s: I believe
[ Our top secret (: ]

Friday, February 26, 2010

hurt so bad

















I read and read stories and it's always the same. 
Girls who love each other but have to keep it a secret for the other people. 
I hate it, 
hiding true love, 
I really hate it.

We should be able to hold hands in public, and kiss. 

We are people like everyone else, 
why can't they understand that.

They think that normal is boy and girl, 
they don't know love comes in many ways... 

A mother for her child, 
a person for his pet, 
a grandmother for her grandchildren, 
a person for the environment, 
a boy for a girl, 
a girl for a boy, 
a girl for a girl and a boy for a boy. 
They don't get it. 
And they try to destroy the things they're not used to.

Well, let me tell you. 
It hurts us that they treat us like that, 
like some kind of weird thing. 
We're people just like them. 
Can't they see it? 

Sometimes their hate and ignorance kill us. 
It's not fair that they treat us like that because 
we like something they're not used to.

p/s: We don't like being hurt for loving. 


[ deep breathing ]

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Crush
















Every moment that I'm with him, I'm happy.
Every moment he's gone, I'm not.
He's all I can think about...

His shyness,
His sleepy eyes,
His adorable smile...

No!
I don't like him!
I barely know him,
I can't like him,
I don't like him...

Crap.
I do, don't I? 


[ Missing you badly ]

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

If Time Can Stop, Even for a Day.

 

 






Time goes by,
Sometimes too fast,
Other times too slow,
But never just right.

I hate it when it moves too fast,
For then I can't be with you as long,
As I like.

I hate it more when it move too slow,
For I got to wait longer just to see you,
And that drives me crazy.

To me,
Time standing still will work for me,
For then I can be with you,

Time standing still, even for a day,
Sounds just right for me,
And I'll wait till that day comes.

I'll have an open hand,
For you to grab,
So you can join me on that day.

But for now,
I got to make the best of it,
And be with you,
As time passes by,
Not caring about emotions. 


p/s: Be mine

[ Je t'aime You ]

Monday, February 22, 2010

15,16,17 Feb =)

I'm BACK!!!! =)
1 week didn't updated my blog adi
But I never forget my blog and my lovely reader xD
Over a busy busy CNY =)
but nevermind, coz I will updated now.


15Feb

















Happy family


Going to MP steamboat
having a nice dinner tonight =)

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16Feb











Watch this movie today =)
Have fun with my lovely family.

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17Feb
Erm. How I start to write?
since today is a big day. lol
because today is my first time go to my new gang friends house "bai nin".


Ohh. I never go they house before.
since today is the best reason I go
and get angpao from their parents :D
Hahahaha...=)


Blah blah blah
get a lot funny since I go their house
opps. and their room too :D
what should be a guy's room decoration?...
=.='' hello kitty? OMG ~
Ehem ~ They some more create the decoration
for future when married use. =.=''
bla bla bla. but that funny.

Hahahahaha...
and finally today my mom can meet her fb friend as well 
coz those her fb frens actually is my gang xD lol
wow. my mom still play a little game since give their angpao
lol. Its fun =D
My mom still "treat" them eat a lot.
one by one turn. Hahaha..
* a memorable experience in my house *

Bla bla bla ~~~~
maybe is too tired and see something annoying
that make me emo+moody suddenly
since on the way going to sg.siput.
But anyway, I know I should pretend nothing.
* Don't know why. I feel actually you know that. 
keep silence on the way. =(


Finally reach Moon's house.
first time come her house and meet her parent
Hahahaha... 1 word can describe - funny too.
after we get angpao and wait Moon finish bath
again we return back to Ipoh. lol
* I know the driver very tired. =)


Afterward driver fetch me go my best fren's house
Hahahaha... coz my best fren's house have steamboat party. lol
san fu sai lo.. Dr.Driver =)
Having a nice steamboat again.
thanks Ah Ma :D 


Bla bla bla again. =.=''
receive a msg. lol
going to kbox meet back ur guys again =)


















How should I describe my super gang BFF?
well~ I just can say I'm lucky =D

Have a fun night today.
that I cant rather to forget.

Thank your guys giving a memorable CNY to me =)

p/s: I feel the happiness 

[ ILY ]

Sunday, February 14, 2010

CNY & Valentine :)

Ding Dong Ding Dong Ding Dong
today is the first day of Chinese New Year :)
ZzZzZzZzZzZz...
coz today is Valentine's Day too.

Early in the morning around 830am 
woke up by mommy =.=''
coz later will going back to Teluk Intan.
ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz...
freaking sleepy and tired
but need to wake up too.
Sigh ;(
just because to get those angpao :D lol














Yeah! I get 11 angpao today :)

Suddenly, my cousin they all get high
and keep drink beers and red wine =.=''
Yum yum yum yum yum yum ~ ~ ~

















WTF =.=''
In the end, my mom and sis also join drink together so.
hahahahahahaha.. but since one year only one time. 
lol. doesn't matter. =)

















Lolz.. what is that? =.=''
actually this is the flower that picked by my dad 
Hahahahahaha.. 
and actually this flower is wanna to give my mom. xD
lol. since today she become the first person receive the flower.
ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz...

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Time to turn on celebration Valentine's day :)














On the way go destination,
suddenly we saw fireworks. 
wow. that so magnificent.
I Fireworks =)

 








lol. Going ipoh east garden oldtown kopitiam.















Order my favor Hazelnut Ice-blended
and chit-chat chit-chat non stop. Enjoyable.
lol. Saw a lot of couple walk front of me.
those couple also lead along together closer and closer
so sweet :)

















Thought that next round wanna go club De Nest
coz we also never go De Nest before
and this club is the new club in ipoh.
lol. but finally we just go to there walk around 
afterward we leave because for today those
one bucket RM108 =.=''
that not worth at all. 
I rather we go next time when no any special event.
and before we go to the car park 
some more need to pay the parking fees RM5
WTF. all also freaking expensive =.='' 

Next round - Greentown new Oldtown Kopitiam
=.='' kopitiam again. but no more other better suggestion.
lol. but nevermind. coz this kopitiam I never go before also.
just try it. Hahahahaha....
a lot of people get over there too. =.=''
*new try*


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Bear bear and a bunch flower 
*envy envy*
Those bear and flower are also not owned by me. =.=''
ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz... WTF.
coz those are my sista Valentine's present. lol.


p/s: This year no more lonely Valentine =)

[ Keep it on (: ]

Saturday, February 13, 2010

New wishes

First of all
I want to wish all my hot chicks 
"Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day."


Just finished enjoy my reunion dinner :)
Red wine red wine =)
Hahahahaha...

Actually this year reunion dinner,
that not cooked by my mom =.=''
It's all actually are ordered 
It sucha wedding dinner famished complexion.
All are also ordered. lol

My sista still said next year 
we gonna try other style famished complexion
such as Japanese Sashimi =.=''
lol
but my dad still said that actually sucha not bad idea too =)

This those dishes sooooooooooo expensive
that totally RM520 for my reunion dinner 2010 =.=''
Hahahahaha... =p
We cant finished it finally 
my stomach damn full and big similar like
what my brota said his tummy
" It such as pregnant 3 month." lol

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Created and draw this two LOVE by using my editing kung fu
izzit awesomeeeeeeeee? :)

2010, I will over my lonely Valentine's day again
sigh ;(

Since this year CNY and Valentine falling on the same day
but it also meaningless for me. lol

Haih
freaking worry about how I over tomorrow Valentine night.. =.=''
because my siblings all going out to celebrate
I thought that may I just stay at home accompany my lovely dad and mom
but I told my mom just now 
that tomorrow night I'll be free, didn't go anywhere.

WTF =.=''
My mom said she wanna kick me out 
coz daddy wanna treat her "candle dinner" tomorrow night 
location: Indulgence. WTF =.=''
And will left me alone stay at home  T__T
or ask me either find some friends hanging out =.=''
lol. I don't even know my mom she izzit kidding with me.
but in fact, how lonely am I?
*but I'm not believe they really dump me aside. lol*


Valentine valentine valentine
This date seems meaningless for me
but I know I'll celebrate it with my beloved.
sweeeeeeeeeeeeet :)


"If that is mine, finally that also will be mine. Fate, no one can resist it.."
I know maybe I learn this principle from now
that a bit late. 
Anyway, I still will try to learn it.
"Desperate and thirsty about LOVE"
I'll kick this out of my mind from now on!!!
I promise I can do that! ==

Thanks alot Ama's advice and suggestion.
Let's go, my lovely jimui. =)
I know you all are always beside me
give me support and courage.
Love and see ya

p/s: I need to give fate a hand.

[ Let it be ]

Friday, February 12, 2010

Little girl =)

















Who am I?
I am the girl that you forgot,
The girl you left to die,
The girl you left to rot.
 

I am the girl you walked away from,
The girl that you ignored,
The girl that you once loved,
The girl that you once adored.

I used to be the girl,
You told your hopes and dreams,
But now I’m just the girl,
You pulled apart at the seams.

I used to be the girl,
Who always made you smile,
The girl who gave you hope,
And made your life worthwhile.

Now I’m just the girl,
Who feels used and completely broken,
Who hates the world around her,
Whose hatred remains unspoken,

I am just the girl,
Who has learned to find her way,
I am the girl you now look at,
And can’t find a single word to say.

I am the girl who finally realized,
Just how amazing she really is,
Who learned to never trade her self-worth,
For some stupid, little kiss.

So who am I again?
I am the girl that proved she was strong,
The girl who finally realized she wasn’t useless,
The girl who proved you wrong. 


p/s: I understand, I just don't care.

[  Don't simply judge who am I. ]

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Nail Arts








Today I went to do nail arts
Urm.. similar like the nail arts inside the picture 
Not bad also, right? :)
I love red color deeply and 
addicted the leopard pattern recently =)

Hahahahahaha.... 
Most funny is my fren who accompany me
keep saying red color bla bla bla
then leopard pattern is for those old women bla bla.. =.=''
Lolz... but no matter what my fren criticize 
I just choose RED and LEOPARD pattern =)
Because just I like it ♥ 

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Love?
What is it to be in love?
Feelings? Emotions?
 

Is it possible to have too many?
To love way to much.
There's no definition of what it is.
But I guess we can find it somewhere,
in a dream, a coffee shop or a park :)
 

Find it in someone,
your own personal prince charming?
Just once day.
Someday?


IMY
ITOY
ILY
What I wrote everyday
you will understand.
I know, just you'll. really.
I'm waiting =)


p/s: We can only hope for that?
 

[ We can only hope for Love ]

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Simply me

















Silly and fun,
Laughing all day,
Cray little girl,
Always likes to play.
Dances everywhere,
Fools around,
Can't help it but joke,
Runs around town.
Funny little girl,
Has too many friends,
Loves her boys,
Sets the new trends.
But behind all this,
Is a shattered heart,
All from a boy,
He ripped it apart.

And who you may ask,
Is this little girl you see?
Well this girl,
She is simply me :)


p/s: Keep simple life


[ Me :) ]

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Distant

We are friends 
but our distance are from far away. 
When we talk we always have something to say.
Our lives so different yet the same.
 
Every night we play the game.
We talk of families and about our day.
I always wonder if there's more to say.
Could it have been different for you and me?
Or was fate decided before we could have tried?
 
For now we play our parts, 
that's all that's left;
Never knowing if our hearts would have met.
Me and You from far away and
always asking, "How was your day?". 

p/s: Our gap :(

[ Distance maybe good for us ]

Monday, February 8, 2010

Better day

















Something was happens
that not my fault,
but why just because of little matter
you get mad 
and come to blame and scold me.
Did you even understand my feeling?
When you scolding me
did you ever know that actually not my fault?

Sometime I know I'm really capricious
I do what I like or what I want
but that is my personalities
Impossible when the time I sad 
but I still smile with u
am I right?
Why you just don't think this time 
that really is your fault? 
I have nothing to say about it.='(

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Everything is going to be alright? :(

I sit and wait
hoping for a better day.
Yet it never comes,
this darkness remains
draining all the life.
Not a trace of light to be found
and its all ways been this way,
but though I still sit here.

p/s: Wishing,hoping and praying
 
[ For a better day to come]

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Without
















Red wine red wine~
Daddy buy 7botols and some others brand wine today =)
He said wanna drink all when this CNY =.=''
Yum yum yum yum~ 
I want get drunk in this CNY 
Lalalalalalalala xD 

Red wine + Jack Daniels + XO + Chivas + Martell + Hennessey and others blah blah blah brand...
Awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... xD
I want try it all...!!! Lalalalalalala =)


Hahahahahahahahahaha xD
Mommy go buy this bacon duck 
so nice~ It look so yummy,izit? =)
I most like the head and mouth of this bacon duck
It look similar the toy duck I play when my childhood. =.=''

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It’s okay
I’m not afraid of being alone
Just forget me
I never amounted up to anything anyway
I’ll just keep getting in the way
I’m fine without you
.


p/s: I keep to smile

[ Smile without you ]

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Erase



















My 21 years old present - A big bear bear
As big as me :)
   since Meng Meng promise me just now
   He cant' escape from me anymore =p
   hahahahahahahhahahahahhaa =) 

















As big as this cutie bear
as big as a child size
some more I want its hold a heart plat
write "I love you"
sweeeeeeeeeeet :)
 Meng Meng, I'm waiting ♥ 

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I like you
but I away from you 
YOU no need know the reason, really.

I ran away and as you see
Away from you
Away from there
erased you from my mind.

"A lot of feelings,
maybe just because of wishful self-thinking,  
and eventho also can't be friend in the end.

Always felt regret because of
some have been a very good friendship
but last because of one sentences- "I LIKE YOU"
If you do not gave any respond,
it seem hard to maintain a friendship continues.
It no wonder that some people will refuse to move forward.

As it would like a bet,
after the confession had once not become a couple
otherwise it finally even friend also can't could be.

These are something you can't expect ;
maybe actually the others not mind about it also.
You two still can be friends, but sure not as good as previous."

  copyrights from somewhere but translate by myself =)

I think I should far far away from you
Started from today we
don't meet
don't chat
don't contact
even we don't greet to each other
It is the better way to let me far away you?

Keep listen Joey Yung's song- 逃避你
my tear dropping non-stop too
It is the first time 
I decided give up a person that "YOU

p/s: since I realize we more suit to be FRIEND :)

[ anti LOVE ]