31Dec2010 ♥

MR.LCH

祝你生日快乐

说不出口的倾诉

挂念代替了相处

瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福

可惜 已都於事无补

请你 原谅我 不多写一个字

多一字 多份痛

今夜 我不想哭

I LOVE YOU

but

I MISS YOU

是最完美的结束

甜言也带苦

Happy Birthday To You :)

♥ 28122020.

我应该学会遗忘

放声的笑一回

大胆的哭一场

抬头望一望

一片灿烂的阳光

相信时间可以改变一切

:)

日出日落

爱过了

曾经拥有过了

就要学会知足

回忆是爱最美好的记忆

很多事情的发展注定有个结束.

当不能拥有时

唯一能做的就是令自己要忘记 :)

27122020

不想让你为难　你不再需要给我的答案

我猜你也舍不得   但是怎么说　

我们之间有了太多空白格　也许你不是我的

分开或许是选择　但它也可能是我们的缘分

故事走到最后   也许还没最后

眼泪诉说你要离开

原来当爱与不爱真的一样让人心痛

澳门到底是个什么样的地方?

很远很远 :')

明白

我选择勇敢地放手

放了自己

也放了他 .

承认失败接受宿命的安排

拭去眼角的泪

不再强颜欢笑

面对从此没有他的日子

日子还得过下去 .

那些美好的记忆,
是我唯一可以拥抱在怀的温暖.

爱过, 也在你的生命里留下了深深的印痕. 

相信日后的生活里, 你会和我一样, 

时常回忆起曾经的点滴.

终于明白

所谓的永远

终是熬不过距离

逃不过时间

谢谢你没握紧我的手, 你要快乐, 记得一定要快乐

谢谢你放开了我的手, 你要幸福, 记得一定要幸福

也许分开也是另一种明白 :')

21102010

给我一个理由忘记

曾经那么爱我的你

给我一个理由放弃 

当时做的决定

有些愛 越想抽离却越更清晰

而最痛的距离 是你不在身边

却在我的心里

I'm sorry, But I Love You :'(

20122010

I'm so glad chat with you again.

How's your life ?

You've been good, busier then ever.

I wish to saying I'm sorry for that night.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing, but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

Turn around and change my own mind.

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile,
so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that night.

The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
I understand.

You still the same.

Thankyou for your last sentence

"If you need me, I'm always be there."

:')

If we loved again, I swear I'd love you right ♥

潇洒 :')

习惯．每天一个人生活．

习惯．一个人过日子．一个人行走．

习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．

一切事情都冷漠以对．

一切事情都装不在乎．

一切事情都一笑置之．

 没有心．没有情．

不愿意承认．但心底清楚．

逃不掉．逃不掉的．

那么．就勇敢面对．现实．

现实是．一切都．画上了句点．

冷笑 :' )

有的人说不清哪里好就是谁都替代不了．

16122010

总要等到过了很久

总要等退无可退

才知道我们曾亲手舍弃的东西

在后来的日子里再也遇不到了

我知道...

忘记是件轻松的事情

只要

不看着

不想着

不记着

就忘记了

就像烟火过后的天空

你已经不是原来的你

而我..

也不再是过去的我

没有什么忘不了的

总会在以后的时间忘了你

先忘了你的样子

再忘了你的声音

忘了你说过的话

现在不行

以后也可以

当看破一切的时候

才知道原来失去比拥有更踏实

对于你

我始终只能以陌生人的身份去怀念

第一次的爱

始终无法轻描淡写

: ' )

Tough

人人都说女孩子不要太强、太独立、太厉害赚钱

不然会招人不喜欢

可是

我若不要强、不独立、不变厉害

谁会在我最无助的时候伸出援手?

靠山山会倒

靠人人会跑

妈妈说

女孩子只有自己强大了，才不会被别人当做附属品

别再问我为什么总是那么不解风情

别再埋怨我没有一点女孩子的娇柔体贴

别再说我笑得太大声、走得太快、讲话太男孩子气

别再嫌弃我太过实际、太过理智、太冷血

因为我知道

雨天如果忘带伞，就一定会淋雨

淋雨之后不赶快擦干头发、换掉衣服

就一定会感冒发烧

生病之后不赶快看医生吃药就会越病越厉害

所以在此之前

我会一直努力坚强着

扬起下巴

不哭、不闹、不发脾气

只微笑

: )

没有女孩子愿意一直坚强

只是她在等一个理由

一个可以不强迫自己坚强的理由

我累了

曾经.

我以为.

我们会一起走到很远 很远.

现在.

却渐渐忘了你的样子.

也记不起来你的声音.

你在做什么?

在对谁笑.

已经不重要了.

我累了.

有来自生活.

也有来自你.

我想.

重伤我的.

也许就是你那唯唯诺诺的态度.

当初是你闯入我的生活.

现在也是你把我冷落.

我很傻.

很好骗.

很容易把这花花世界的戏份演的太逼真.

到最后.

才知道.

是自己在独唱.

在演独角戏.

你总是说需要时间磨合.

可你却从来没有为我着想过.

我们没有生活在一起.

你永远看不到我为你掉的泪.

为你煎熬过的姿态.

我知道是自己太过自作多情.

不是说坚持才有真爱.

而是已经失去了动力.

你有你要追求.

我有我要的生活.

我们越来越远.

甚至陌生.

没有你的关心.

没有你的关注.

没有你的短信.

没有你的电话.

我们比陌生人还陌生.

我总是把你说的话认真来对待.

你却一直在忽略我的感受.

其实我早就想说服自己脱离你.

只是当我寂寞孤单时.

想起的一直都只是你.

我承认.

你赢走了我的心.

但又能怎样.

这几天.

我过的很平静.

想了很多.

既然你.我都如此不堪重负.

那我何不识相的退出.

虽然再次想起你时.

我可能还是会难受.

但我相信时间.

会让我更成熟.

因为我想微笑继续向前走.

: )

我的世界没有你

但我会活得更好.

不能和情人说的话

你总是问我：有话跟我说吗？
我有的。
但我想说的，却是不能开口的话语。


心，能承受多大的重量
只不过是易碎的物品


爱一個人，让用多少的美丽言语，
來让对方知道，这一切都是真的。


有时，说的话很丑陋，但这也只是
爱里一种情绪。


或许，爱是美丽的，但却不是完美的天堂，
里头的点点滴滴，
在很多的时候，我們总是会选择性的
说出自己的內心话。


怕伤害，还是这也是爱的一种表现。


当我们坦然的那刻，才慢慢发现，
原來，有那么多的话，到了这刻才真正知道。


委屈了，累了，害怕了，
这些敏感的感觉与话语，
是否都选择了自己吞下，
这，也是算一种爱的表现吗？


或许吧。


爱一个人，沒有秘密吗？
可能，你有，我也有吧。


想跟你说，
我爱你。


但却不能跟你说，
我想和你一辈子，


因为，害怕你我都做不到。


承诺，
是个很轻的東西，
隨时都会被打破。


以前不懂得爱，
现在我明白了，


我把握现在的我们。

Because Of You

When it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.
Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

You know how I feel about you,
but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
then I'd truly be happy.

Right now this distance between us is out of our control,
but I'm still hoping one day soon,
I'll get what I'm wishing for.

20102010 ♥

No matter how far you are, 
no matter how long I'm gone, 
you will always be with me. 

I will see you always as clear as day, 

for our love knows no boundries and never will, 

because our hearts are one, 

and mine is always home.

I break the incantation :)

Happy 3months Anniversary ♥ ♥ ♥

You

On a quiet night when I'm alone,
I think of you until break of dawn .
I miss your face, I miss your smile .
I haven't seen it in a while .

I close my eyes so I can see .
The memories of you and me .
The love and laughs that we have shared .
And all the times that you have spared .

Then a surge of sadness from within
Can't stop the tears from rushing in .
I miss the way you hold me tight :(
How I wish you are with me tonight ?

Then I start to feel this pain inside
And no matter what I cannot hide
I always try, but I always fail .
 

Can't help myself

 

My heart is frail :(

LCH , My Man ♥

Smiley :)

It's something which always puts a smile on your face :)

Hello 

teehee xD

Finally I updated my bloggie :)

apology to all my beloved reader !

922 Zhong Cau Jit Fai Lok !

I would like to say .

So emo .

make me insomnia .

God

I know I'm wrong 

please forgive my weakness .

I just can't let it go

Sorry .

Thankyou what you done for me .

The night

The sky

The moon

but without you :(

Snooker

You feel my emo .

You feel my heart .

You make me rise when I fall .

Smile :)

the pic make me smile . 

Thank you . Muacks !

webcam :\

Sick :\ Heart

Srsly I was sick
:\
I hope I can recover faster.

Now only realize
when you're sick
you really will wish someone just by your side.

I'm getting sick.
I hope he by my side.

I know what I told you that night
that maybe hurt you a lot
but sorry.
I really don't want have any lie between us.

I just want to told you
Our relationship never stop
Just maybe you need to give me some time
let me used to be everything.

I hope my decision never wrong.

I wish when I sick
the one will just by my side.

You will become a part my life. =)

IMY ♥
but I never told what it's mean. lol
xDDD

= song =

[ Mizz Nina feat Colby - What You Waiting For ]

04062010

Once again
I feel guilty.

Don't ask me the reason.
Please.

I hope and I pray that there's something left to say.

There's no hard feelings no one to blame. 
Just two people who don't feel the same.

I hate midnight.
I hate myself being selfish.
I hate TAN PUI CHIN.

心停在这路口
无法左右

I'm not worth.
really.
No one can understand.

=song=

[ 失落沙洲 ]

Selfish

I'm selfish.
Sorry.
I'm just don't want to give HIM a fake smile even I'm sad.
Maybe sometimes HE will feel it's unfair
why I'm just keep everything inside my heart?
And don't want to told HIM.


Sorry.
As me selfish.
Maybe is I'm not enough confident to myself.


I know I should cherish what I own.
Included HIM.❤


Once again
I miss Heneiken. 
I miss Dancefloor.
I miss ...

I hope I can drunk.
Forgot everything. =(

= song =

[ 罗志祥 - 习惯就好 ]

520

Special for every single and couple :\

520 = I Love You ♥ 

I know HE love me =)

Ferrero Rocher ♥

Thank you :)

Melaka souvenir

Love ♥ handph key chain =]

Thank you again.

A Nightmare on Elm Street

Hahahahaha.. -,- 

I keep use jacket cover my mouth everytime I wanna scream :\

too stupid

 

Furry Vengeance 

Yea :)

This movie really so so so funny =]

I love those animal's face expression.

Rush two movie in one day

My first try :)

Kampar kampar kampar =X

finally I went kampar meet my lovely ex classmate!

I really miss them so much!

yamcha yamcha yamcha

crazy crazy crazy

Your guys never change :))

Our friendship will be forever.

================================================

Something will be change :\

Moon Moon say : "放下屠刀,立地成佛."

But issit 屠刀 so easy to put down?

佛 really I've meet it every time when I need it?

lol 

I think this just only me and Moon Moon will understand :\

A big news :)

I'm in a relationship

:P yeah! 

Fair to HE and myself. :|

HE love me more than I say =]

I know. ♥

=song=

[ Part Of A Fool - Juwita Suwito  ]

Stay the same

How? :(
I hope I can.

Bro telling me.
I shouldn't.

I'm stupid.

Sorry.
Is never gonna'go away.
Still the same.

Unforgettable.

= song =

[原来我就是这样的女生]

Better Man

Long time didn't updated my blog
quite busy these few weeks. xD
but I have learn many btw that. lol

05042010 - 18042010

The days I started training in KL
within 2 weeks I need to survive in KL alone.

I have learn many btw these 2weeks.
you never imagine how if you really want to survive in this society.
the way you say, the way you talk, the work performance you show
Everything everyone just an illusion, a big fake!
sometime even you not really to smile, you not really to learn
YOU SHOULD FORCE YOURSELF TO LEARN IT!!

Every morning before I went to work
I told myself, even though how hard
I must be patience.
Everything will fine. =)

弱肉强食的社会
是你我都无法想象的
但现在我终于深深体会到了..

Experience lead me grow up.
I'm not a little girl anymore. xD

==============================================

I met HIM.
A person who just step in my daily life.
HE make me smile when I unhappy.
HE make me feel comfortable when I'm with HIM.

Never expected I can met somebody like HIM
A person who can do anything because of me.
no matter how long,
HE also rather to wait my answer.

Seriously, HE really make me so touch.
I wouldn't forget 150402010.
the day we together. =)

Restaurant Madan Kwan's.
Strepsils. sweet!
sot GPS bring us to Times Square xD
3D Crash Of The Titan.
Old town Kopitiam.
*chatting chatting*
Sg.Wang window shopping. lol
" Wai Sik Gai " pinang cha kui teow. spicy xD 
no battery. no petrol.
HAHAHAHAHA!!
sesat jalan. =.=

Both soh lou and soh po sesak jalan
spin around and around!
HAHAHAHA!!

Thankyou the way HE treat me.
I'm glad if I began with HIM.
HE love me.
❤

I know.
HE always love SHE.
sweet call =)

= song =

[ Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One ]

Ridiculous ❤

Everything was happen just in a split *wink*
I can't believe
It's really over. a new beginning.
=)

New beginning
I interview success!! :))
I get the job that I wanted.
I know this is not a easier position
but I ll try my best to handle it.
Amitabha please bless me =]

Something was happen out of my expectation
Ahem~ :)
I tell myself. everything just let it be natural. lol
if it really belongs to me,
I believe no matter what happens
it still belongs to me. =]

Dilemma' mood make me sick seriously.
I hope myself wont become greedy
it is so hurt.
I know it was unfair.
Sorry. ='(

HE wish me smile always.
that why HE make me smile everyday.
❤
but how about YOU ?

I'm being stupid coz' a little hope.

=song= 

[ Westlife - If I Let You Go ]

长大了就要有个大人样

1.转身，要比眼泪快。
这是必须。
过了21岁，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过。

要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别 人面前掉眼泪。
别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。

2.你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事。
可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人。请你不要觉得那是负担。
过了21岁，这是你生命中一个新的开始。

3.谁对你好，你就对谁好。
人际交往永远是礼尚往来的。双向法则。没有人有义务对你好。
过了21岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。


4.明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。
什么女子无才便是德，要嫁得好，首先要有才。
而此处问题的关键，不是嫁得好。是你自己过得好。
过了21岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？
过了21岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？

5.答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌 优柔寡断、藕断丝连。
对自己心软，成不了大事。
过了21岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。

6.如果你正在恋爱，请不要毫无保留地付出。
你全盘托出了，拿什么留给你以后的老公？
女孩子，要学会对自己好一点，别把所有的都投资在所谓的“潜 力股”身上。
无论什么时候，看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌。

7.做人学会圆滑。
过了21岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人 包容。
对不喜欢的人和事面带笑容，是我们必须学会的恶心。

8.感谢所有伤害过你的人。
然后在21岁生日的那天，对他们挥挥手，说声，我不再恨你们 了。
仇恨留在21岁以前的青春，你长大了，你要正视伤害。

9.别玩什么非主流。你又不是肥猪刘。
还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏妆，是大方得体的淡妆。
一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优 先考虑。
为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？
世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

10.减肥，说说就好。
到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候，你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩 一系列疾病同时伴随你。
说不好还有胃癌。
过了21岁，你要知道，你以后的路还有很长，健康的身体是你 走下去的保证。

11.对挑拨离间的人，不要揭发他。
等他演完一出出好戏，拼命演，拼命圆。
然后告诉他，其实你什么都知道。
接着，笑笑，离开。


12. 是的，你已经达到法定婚龄了，可是你并不用着急着嫁人。
或许你正在热恋，你们山盟海誓说要一辈子。
可是你才刚过21岁，你不知道一辈子到底有多长。日子是过出 来的，不是想出来的。
结婚，不是两个人的事情，是两个家庭的事情。老一辈讲的门 当户对，并不是毫无道理的封建思想。结婚，你应该抱着一 辈子只有一次的信念，所以挑选的时候丝毫不得马虎。恋爱，就 把它当成恋爱。结婚，慢慢来。

13.轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给一字头的年龄。
你已经21岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。
什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。
那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，我们经历过就够了。
过了21岁了，学会淡定从容。

14.男朋友，宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞而恋爱，不要因为跟风 而恋爱。
过了21岁了，学会对自己的人生负责。

15.自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。
21岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。
女人要独立，经济独立是基础。

16.如果一个男人对你说他配不上你，相信他。
一个自己说配不上你的男人，一辈子也不会配得上你！
珍惜与能力无关，与钱无关！

copyrights =)

Srlsy I like this post so much

although is copying.

Hmm~

or maybe you can said I'm copy cat bla bla bla = ="

but

I don't mind 

I don't care.

最后告诉自己
I'm 21.

并给自己准备一个微笑

♥ S.M.I.L.E ♥
=]

[ 我可以I'm okay~ ^^ ]

=')

If I say this post will be the last post
I wouldn't blogging anymore
Hmm.. can I say so? lol
I not sure. But one things I can sure is
sorry for that.. coz' I ll less blogging
start from today =)

Why I wanna less blogging?
I think the only reason just know myself.
>.< *as me selfish, okay?

20100326

If i say myself not a clubbing kaki
I think everybody ll give a slap to me
Ahem~ PuiChin *clubbing queen* lar wey
lol =.= My new nickname *clubbing queen* not bad xD

Since yestday get Fishy msn ask issit wanna join together
I still say I anti clubbing! lol
talk crap.. = =+

Location: Barroom
Time: O.O night
Event: Mask party
Mood: ♥

Let show some pic

♥ Me ♥ Ab ♥ MunYee ♥ 

♥ Me ♥ Fishy ♥ MunYee ♥

♥ Fishy ♥ Me ♥

♥ Fishy ♥ Me ♥ Ab ♥ *behind ♥ Eros ♥
Eros mau kiss also. Ehem~ =)

♥ Eros ♥ Me ♥
I like this pic xD
Coz' I edit Eros and me act fun =)

♥ Me ♥ Jessy ♥

♥ Me ♥ Jessy ♥ Fishy ♥
Dunoe why I love this pic so much
maybe this can prove how cute we're. lol :D

Srsly tonight clubbing not high at all = =+
really. I just get tired in the end.
Mask party wor? O.o
Cheh. I more enjoy shake myself.

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Reach home 
Time: 3.36am
OMG. I know what ll happen after I wake up later O.O
guarantee get shoot 99 = =+
but I know I really is over a bit
clubbing too rapidly btw two week.
Hmm~ Is my fault.

Wake up
Time: 4.56pm O.o
I know my fault again = =+
That really too over.
And I know I really don't have a normal life.
sorry~ make them worry again ='(

Issit I'm really live in my own world?
I don't know. =|
but one things I can say to myself
I know what am I doing now.

Sometime what you unexpected
that ll be true.
I don't know what I wanted now.
but if that really a destiny
I ll let ♥ in and accept it.

Finally I straighten out everything
Feel great. S.M.I.L.E =)

Maybe you're the one I want 

but maybe you're not the one that I need.

 =song=

[ Taylor Swift - White Horse ]

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I hope I can be the girl inside the pic

trying talk to myself

" I'm erasing you. "

That's really a HARD mission for me :|

I thought I can easily pull it out

but it's really out of my expectation.

FAILED :(

Sorry to her

I can't carry out the promise I've made

I'm stupid :'(

Maybe need some time

I believe time can wash everything.

Sorry to my BFF

I feel thankful I've having you this best friend

every time I sad,

you willing to listen my sadness.

thankQ so much. :'(

I've been learn how to be tough

okay? =]

I want to give up

I want to walk away. 

I want to forget everything I've ever known 

I want a life that's worth living.

Start a new life... 

God, can you help me? 

= Song =

[ Shayne Ward - Breathless ]

Quit

"After wake up still need to face about it,

why don't face it with optimistic mind? "

Victor say.
*I miss his soh zai look srsly ='))

Again I view her blog
really feel apology to her
I'm sorry, my fren :(
I don't know her loves you deeply
You make me feel guilty!
stupid buffalo! >.<

I've decided you're not worth it.
I won't shed another tear over you :'(
Why on earth would I cry over someone like you
who could care less about me?
That only makes me seem pathetic.
And I'm not!
I never was! >.<

Since the time you say
" Can i request not to bla bla bla something? "
Okay ~ Fine ~
I'm nothing to say anymore!
Totally feel disappointed on you.

Maybe I bring a lot problem to you
I'm annoying for you.
Okay ~ I'll be far away far away from you.
You can get peace that what you wish.

I hate myself being drunk.
I hate myself being wasting time.
I hate myself being fall for you.

I swear start from today
I was only in love with someone
who have the capability of loving me back.

Thank you,
You make me heartbroken.

=Song=

[ Westlife - Every little thing you do]

20032010

Well ~ I'm actually not a clubbing kaki 

but since I go twice time Barroom for this week 

Fuck >.< 

Went to Barroom with my dear*shake

Fishy ♥ Ab ♥ Eros ♥ LinWei ♥ Tham ♥

and some others frens

=.='' like what Fishy said. just leave it.

Okay~ Let see some pic xD

My dear*shake Fishy ♥ Me

Me ♥ Ab

Fishy ♥ Me ♥ Ab

♥ We love this pic so much ♥

Me and Tham 


Give my first kiss to Fishy and Ab

They keep kiss me whole night = =''

but this also my first time force kiss by people

Lolz. luckily is girls. :))

Srsly, I really hate myself being drunk.

I promise myself wont get drunk tonight.

but why I can't do that? =(

I hate myself break promise.

I'm useless.

Why I just can't ignore what I saw?

I  keep drink Henieken and Casblerg rapidly

I hope myself can get drunk,

can forget everything what I saw and what I hear.

Hmm.. the first round in Barroom

I not yet drunk also. 

but since reach 2nd round Voodoo

get drunk = =''

Follow the music 

I keep shaking my head.

well~ finally I done it.

I get drunk again. = =''

But luckily tonight I still can recognize people

and I only *tear drop*.. srsly

Tear drop with happy smile. ='))

coz I know I'm not that sad actually.

McD 3rd round yumcha. lol

we all rest at there and supper time xD

Of course I don't want to supper

but I also mou la la get one cup 

FOC my favorite chocolate sundae. lol

anyway, ahem~ thank you lar wey.

Promise myself wouldn't cry because of you

really feel stupid when every time I'm crying

that not worth at all. stupid.

Time can wash every thing.

I believe.

No matter how.

Cheers up, girls =))

[ Friendship forever ♥ LOVE ]

So wrong, so right

A new day. My new life.

Unconsciously, I already 21yr old :))

I appreciate what my parent give me

how hard they bring up me for 21yrs.

Ohh. omfg. Pls emo stay away from me.

my dear sister msn chat with me =]

I love to chat with her.

coz' she is psycho' graduate.

She ask me about you. 

I dnt know how to answer. =[

Srsly, I really don't know what relationship we having.

Please. Don't treat me diff with others.

I hate we being dubious.

I dislike the confuse relationship we having now.

Did you know

you make me feel guilty every time 

when I together with you.

I feel apology to her.

I'm sorry :'(

" Don't waste time laaa, amoi ~ '' - My sister told me.

='(

Is the time give up on you.

maybe this is our FATE. 

as what her say

open our heart

give chance to others.

Maybe we can get another better than you.

I hate the way you make me and her being sad and cry.

but no worries

Me and her ' friendship will be forever,

we wouldn't break our friendship because of you.

I appreciate having a good fren like her.

My fren told me something about you.

One of the reason was make me cry yestday. =[

But what you do actually is protecting me

avoid the rumors btw me and you.
You protect me as much as you can.

This is the way you respect me.

Arghhhhhhhh >.<

I hate myself every time being confuse.

even job and relationship are same.

MESSED UP! 

I'm stupid :'(

[ Dream never come true ); ]