Tuesday, July 26, 2011

26072011 C;

Hello, how’s everyone doing? still remember me? LOL! 
I’ve been doing just great. I know i dissapear for months, i’m really sorry about that.. 
I hope you guys still remember me :D 
I’ve been checking in from time to time and reading messages from y’all and I thank you from the bottom of my heart


Lilo tells Stitch that “ohana means family and family means nobody gets left behind.” 

Here's My FAMILY (◠‿◠)



I've been so thankful and blessed to have a family like this. A family that I can count on ; A family that cheers me on; A family who always there to guide and support me; A family who prays together and will stay forever ()

 Nothing else. My LILO C;

Work. Hit target. Money.
That's my job. That's my life.
Live alone. I've been enjoying my single life C;

No matter how.
STOP FEELING BAD. 
It will all get better eventually.
Appreciate what I have. Live once! ;)

Friday, May 20, 2011

20052011

一直逃避  一直ignore
原来问题似乎好像还没彻底解决
有时候  感觉仿佛消失了
工作的繁忙 似乎带走了我的感觉

我选择不打扰 不相见 不怀念你
这是唯一我能做到的
因为我知道你也在对我做着同样的事

过去的回不去,
回不去的就应该让它过去.



在事过境迁以后
这段情就算曾经
刻骨且铭心过
过去了又改变什么
地球它又公转几周了
浓情爱恋都已陌生了
 
我不难过了 
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解
你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至原谅你的残酷理由
当我了解不爱了
连回忆都是负荷

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解
你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至感谢这样不期而遇
当我从你眼中发现我已是陌生人了
我已是陌生人了

520
一个不值得纪念开始的日子.
希望你的新生活会过得很快乐.

还有
祝你和她幸福  

:')

Saturday, April 16, 2011

15042011


 How I should start my bloggie today?
Should I happy? Should I feel sad?
I think I should smile with tear : ' )
I know you always hope I can smile, right?
I give you a BIG smile : )

Thankyou your inform.
I know you not longer stay at here anymore.
And same as me too. 
The distance and time make everything change.
Feeling change. People change.

Am I stupid?
Sometimes I just keep memories back.
The moment we spend together.
Although everything just a short period.
A very short but memorable moment.
I swear I wouldn't forgot about this.

520 
A meaningful number and 
A memorable date.
BearBear
The special and only nickname that given by you.
Westlake.
The place that I wouldn't forget forever.
Ferrero Rocher.
The first box chocolate I received from you.
Love keychain.
You buy from Melaka as souvenir for me.

15042010
Do you still remember this date?
I just realize last year the same date
the first time we hang out together.
Coincidence, right ? : )
Restaurant Madam Kwan's.
Strepsils from Watson.
Crash Of The Titan.
The first 3D movie we watch together.
SotBlak GPS bring us spin around and around.
No petrol. No battery.

Everything just past.
:'(

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Yes. You have right to meet up me.
I wish to meet up you too if have chance.
Don't afraid. 
I wouldn't ask you the reason.
Because the worried actually we're same.

No sorry.
You don't have any fault.
If I want to blame.
The only I will blame is the timing not suitable.
You do not owe me anything.
The promises from the beginning till end.
You already done it. : ' )

Don't often read my blog anymore.
You should start a new life at there.
Start a new relationship with her.
The girl that you really wish together.
No worries about me. 
I will take care myself.
And start a new life .

Lastly
I wish you have a brighten future.
Having a new life at there.
Take care, my last and only sohlou.
: ' ) 

Thursday, April 14, 2011

14042011

Location : Vegas ( Kampar )

Time : 8pm


FULL HOUSE BURGER ;)


OBAMA X)


I forget what is burger name? Such a super XXXXXXL =.=

Yes Yes Yes ! Kampar, I'm back ! ;)

金宝, 有多久我没回来??

屈指数下 好像也有半年多了吧

一个既陌生又熟悉的地方

点缀了我生命中某些色彩

回到金宝

总是让我想起很多一些过去甜蜜的回忆 =X

但只是在回味 然后傻笑

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喝酒的伴 一起看电影的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋友不能留得太晚
明天要上班 唱K的伴
一起去旅行的伴
听懂我的笑话的伴
我的生活 只差那个人就美满
 
快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

沒人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子填满
节目却提醒我孤单

沒有想法 有想法又能怎样
只能写部落格整晚
几个留言安慰不了 心里的遗憾
沒有负担 原來也是种负担
自由多得让人心慌
你羨慕我 那要不要跟我交换

快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
沒人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子填满
別來提醒 我的孤单

快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

  
很努力 真的很努力
很努力地微笑着过日子

:')

我能吗? 总是每天早上睁开眼睛问自己的问题? 

无可否认 到了夜深人静的时候

我想我的老毛病又再发作了

很讨厌这个老毛病

老毛病, 别再纠缠我了 

我快疯了 !!!

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Sometimes when you think you're perfect,

but since actually you're the loser.


无可奈何 我想我是有比不上的地方

同样的condition 我却输得彻底

我真的很不明白
是我太天真 还是太愚蠢

不经一事, 不长一智 .

或许 the truth is always true .

 心很痛 泪在流 

maybe from the beginning

"得不到的  永远是最好的"

Sunday, April 10, 2011

09042011

Phew. Finally I get my lens ! Yipee :)

Let take a pic for those lovely lens .


Its totally 4 pair .

Is just RM100 ( Include postage ) ! 

It's cheaper !

Some more I still get a FREE mask !

It's awesome . :)

I like those new series and new color .

Aww :D

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I like this video clip . 
It's lyric meaningful .
 I found from facebook . 
 I like the boy inside the video .

The boy sit alone 
and
Talking To The Moon  :')

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

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I miss the MUG .




If i got chance to give up a word in my dictionary.
 I will choose give up love .

Saturday, April 9, 2011

08042011

每天都有你的陪伴

是我人生中最美好的事


Mr. Mahjung 麻将先生, 你好!! :)

我很倾慕你的

请你答应我

永远每天给我来个 , , 白板 

让我吃个 大三元 好吗?

我赌到发疯了

Paiseh (/-\)

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手头上好像还有很多还没完成的事

懊恼 (>,<)

Bla Bla Bla 一箩箩的事

算了, 我看还是得趁我还在Ipoh之前

把它们通通给settle掉好了.

这是临时抱佛脚的行为 (><)


看做到这个name tag 
突然有点怀念

虽然不久之后我还是会得到一个

但意义不同啦

这可是我人生当中第一个name tag叻

Ipoh Yun Nam 真的给我很多回忆

也真的添加了我的人生经验

:)
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想到下个月就得去Singapore了

说真的还真有点不舍
虽然工作都是一样

只是环境地点不再一样罢了

但我还舍不得离开这让我成长了22年的地方
T.T

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头发跑去染了个新颜色

和啦啦妹说掰掰咯
:)

照片还没拍到

因为样子残得很可怜

明天势必要拍

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Facebook整天看到别人post的status

个个都好浪漫噢

说真的

我还真的很羡慕叻

看到couple之间那种搞怪的照片

更是让我抓狂

因为就觉得自己超笨

连一点couple之间最基本的照片都没拍过

(/-\)


虽然照片都没拍过啦

甜蜜message通通都删除啦

但 有些 回忆

我知道是永远都无法消灭的

:')


想着想着 

我应该也想通了吧

毕竟爱情永远也抵不过距离

(><)


祝福你和她吧

那个很真的她

会是你更好的对象


To Be Continue ...

Monday, April 4, 2011

If Only .

Dinner Time .
Yeodle English : )


Cheese Chicken Drumstick .

I totally can't finished it .
Daddy, you earn mine =D

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Dessert Time .
Sidewalk Ice-Cream House : )

An old and classic ice-cream house.
I think around when I was 4years old 
I have been go there celebrate birthday .
HAHAHAHAHA ! what a joke ? 

But that true . -.-


Daddy
You're always my Superman


Owh yes I love Her .
No matter how.


The only sister
Phoeon .


I ain't perfect .
But I'm only perfect at being unperfect .



 * Sorry 
I have to edit .
But I know if you're my friends .
Or you're You will know the character . *

其实我很感激
你教会了我爱 .
教会了我恨 .

但 

你也教会了我放下 .
教懂了我的初恋爱情故事 .
 我会藏着感谢 .
笑着和你说再见 .

Lastly
I think you wouldn't expect
I still keep this pic .
LOL ! -.-
 I get it by hard way .

If only one .


By the way
谢谢你的存在过 : )

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Starbuck :)


Starbuck : )

A place where I can have a peaceful mind . 

A drink that swept away my uneasiness from missing you .  


Today I read some article from some bla website

I found this

 " Love is not about finding the right person

but creating a right relationship .

It's not about how much love you have in the beginning 

but how much love you build till the end . "


I feel meaningful about this poem .

Well I have been recover soon .

: )


Missing this moment .

Sweet 

But I'm smile .

: )

Friday, April 1, 2011

Hello, April Fool ♥

Today is a big day.

Happy April Fool

But for me.

Today really such a big fool day :(

HeartBroken.



Now,

I think you enjoy the moment with her .

She is back.

The girl you like



Why ? Why ? Why ?

That should be not my business anymore.

Why I still feel heart pain ?

 :'(



 Her friend say she rush back

Since just wanna to meet up you.

Maybe she just missing you.
 


I'm such a outsider.
I'm such a third person.

I'm such a substitute for her.

:'(

We shouldn't have any relationship 

since from the day I know you.

I feel shame on you.



How good if I never fall in love to you.

It never ever .

You make me cry.

You such a heartbreaker.


I hate you.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Hi ;)

 Well Singapore I'm coming ;)

Gonna to Singapore interview for my new job.

A new beginning gonna start in my life.

Hope everything will be alright.


Please,
Take A Look ;)


Sweet Candylicious 


Chocolate Eat Happy ;) 


Chocolate make my days 


M & M ;)


We  Peeps :)


Lickcious ;)


Hi, Universal :)


I'm 22years old. 

That why's

Say Hi, Casino ;)


Taking my lunch at Swensen :)

Keep upload my sweet photo

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Photograph represent every smile :)

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I hope I can have a new life.

Even I know you already quit in my life :(


Sometimes when you think someone is love you deeply,

But actually the truth will let you unexpected.

God Daddy always let me know the truth.

The truth are cruel.


Your previous bloggie

I have realize a lot .

Sorry for everything that I did

HeartBroken .

 I feel I'm such a clown front of you.



Maybe what mummy said are right,

You not worth it.

And I should give up and forget you.

I deserve a better one.



Feelings fade

People change.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

18032011

 Happy Birthday To Me.


Make A wish ;)

I wish 

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1) World Peace :)

2) My family and friends healthy and happy always.

3) I have a Angel Face and Devil Body. LOL!

4) I've become a rich women one day.

5) I have a good job and brighten future.

Did I greedy? Hehehe ~ 

My last wishes.

I wish a boy do treat me truly deeply and madly

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Cut a piece cake :)

 Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot :P

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I Coach Perfume.


I Guess. --------- My Sister, Phoeon.


I Coach Purse. --------- My Brother, Wayne Loon.







Thanks All Pretties.



They force me to take this photo with this action =.=


It's time to be big girl now.

And big girls don't cry :')


Hebe, Happy Birthday.


Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Decision

终于还是做了决定

还是要离开 : (

天无不散之筵席
是时候我也该去闯闯

看看这世界到底有辽阔了吧



我发誓

我不要再当温室里的小花了 (/-\)


Bye Malaysia, Hello Singapore ! :)


这会是一个什么样的地方? 

: (

真正的一个人生活着

那又会是一个什么样的感觉?


一个人逛街, 一个人吃饭, 一个人看电影

一个人买东西, 一个人过每一个节日

: (



这陌生的城市

应该会是你向往的地方吧
 

不管你会不会思念我

不管你记不记得过去

 也许偶尔在夜晚你会想起我

没有感动没有悲伤没有失落

: ' )



最近的你还好吗?
有吃饱了没?

做工还是会累吗?

无论如何

记得要好好照顾自己

: )




怀念过去, 仅此而已.