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I hope I can be the girl inside the pic

trying talk to myself

" I'm erasing you. "

That's really a HARD mission for me :|

I thought I can easily pull it out

but it's really out of my expectation.

FAILED :(

Sorry to her

I can't carry out the promise I've made

I'm stupid :'(

Maybe need some time

I believe time can wash everything.

Sorry to my BFF

I feel thankful I've having you this best friend

every time I sad,

you willing to listen my sadness.

thankQ so much. :'(

I've been learn how to be tough

okay? =]

I want to give up

I want to walk away. 

I want to forget everything I've ever known 

I want a life that's worth living.

Start a new life... 

God, can you help me? 

= Song =

[ Shayne Ward - Breathless ]

Quit

"After wake up still need to face about it,

why don't face it with optimistic mind? "

Victor say.
*I miss his soh zai look srsly ='))

Again I view her blog
really feel apology to her
I'm sorry, my fren :(
I don't know her loves you deeply
You make me feel guilty!
stupid buffalo! >.<

I've decided you're not worth it.
I won't shed another tear over you :'(
Why on earth would I cry over someone like you
who could care less about me?
That only makes me seem pathetic.
And I'm not!
I never was! >.<

Since the time you say
" Can i request not to bla bla bla something? "
Okay ~ Fine ~
I'm nothing to say anymore!
Totally feel disappointed on you.

Maybe I bring a lot problem to you
I'm annoying for you.
Okay ~ I'll be far away far away from you.
You can get peace that what you wish.

I hate myself being drunk.
I hate myself being wasting time.
I hate myself being fall for you.

I swear start from today
I was only in love with someone
who have the capability of loving me back.

Thank you,
You make me heartbroken.

=Song=

[ Westlife - Every little thing you do]

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Well ~ I'm actually not a clubbing kaki 

but since I go twice time Barroom for this week 

Fuck >.< 

Went to Barroom with my dear*shake

Fishy ♥ Ab ♥ Eros ♥ LinWei ♥ Tham ♥

and some others frens

=.='' like what Fishy said. just leave it.

Okay~ Let see some pic xD

My dear*shake Fishy ♥ Me

Me ♥ Ab

Fishy ♥ Me ♥ Ab

♥ We love this pic so much ♥

Me and Tham 


Give my first kiss to Fishy and Ab

They keep kiss me whole night = =''

but this also my first time force kiss by people

Lolz. luckily is girls. :))

Srsly, I really hate myself being drunk.

I promise myself wont get drunk tonight.

but why I can't do that? =(

I hate myself break promise.

I'm useless.

Why I just can't ignore what I saw?

I  keep drink Henieken and Casblerg rapidly

I hope myself can get drunk,

can forget everything what I saw and what I hear.

Hmm.. the first round in Barroom

I not yet drunk also. 

but since reach 2nd round Voodoo

get drunk = =''

Follow the music 

I keep shaking my head.

well~ finally I done it.

I get drunk again. = =''

But luckily tonight I still can recognize people

and I only *tear drop*.. srsly

Tear drop with happy smile. ='))

coz I know I'm not that sad actually.

McD 3rd round yumcha. lol

we all rest at there and supper time xD

Of course I don't want to supper

but I also mou la la get one cup 

FOC my favorite chocolate sundae. lol

anyway, ahem~ thank you lar wey.

Promise myself wouldn't cry because of you

really feel stupid when every time I'm crying

that not worth at all. stupid.

Time can wash every thing.

I believe.

No matter how.

Cheers up, girls =))

[ Friendship forever ♥ LOVE ]

So wrong, so right

A new day. My new life.

Unconsciously, I already 21yr old :))

I appreciate what my parent give me

how hard they bring up me for 21yrs.

Ohh. omfg. Pls emo stay away from me.

my dear sister msn chat with me =]

I love to chat with her.

coz' she is psycho' graduate.

She ask me about you. 

I dnt know how to answer. =[

Srsly, I really don't know what relationship we having.

Please. Don't treat me diff with others.

I hate we being dubious.

I dislike the confuse relationship we having now.

Did you know

you make me feel guilty every time 

when I together with you.

I feel apology to her.

I'm sorry :'(

" Don't waste time laaa, amoi ~ '' - My sister told me.

='(

Is the time give up on you.

maybe this is our FATE. 

as what her say

open our heart

give chance to others.

Maybe we can get another better than you.

I hate the way you make me and her being sad and cry.

but no worries

Me and her ' friendship will be forever,

we wouldn't break our friendship because of you.

I appreciate having a good fren like her.

My fren told me something about you.

One of the reason was make me cry yestday. =[

But what you do actually is protecting me

avoid the rumors btw me and you.
You protect me as much as you can.

This is the way you respect me.

Arghhhhhhhh >.<

I hate myself every time being confuse.

even job and relationship are same.

MESSED UP! 

I'm stupid :'(

[ Dream never come true ); ]

Child--->Adult :))

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10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1...

Happy Birthday to myself :))

Hurrey~ I already 21yr old 

finally I can from child become adult.
=)

Ahem.

Going to barroom for my birthday party tonight. =]

I get key =]

Dad mom, I already 21yr old!! Yuhoo~~

thank you for being caring me 21 years.

Appreciate** Muackssss

Well ~

21yr old sure celebrate with my BFF' 

and some PR ex-coursemate =]

Srsly, I having a NICE birthday party tonight

but some of them get drunk

included me oso =.=''

Let see some pic =))

Money, Moon, Ab, Me, Yumi =]

Moon Moon so high =X

Make wishes
1) I wish my family and all my friends dream come true.
2) I wish I can get a good job.
3) I wish ..................* secret * =))

Me and Si Fatt Tham =]

Hug me wor. Ahem ~ pay pls :P

 
My best fren Moon Moon =]

My dear Fishy xD

Mou la la get many sticker

Lolz. but finally win the BLACK LABEL =))

Omfg. 7 gals get drunk in the end

How silly how paiseh since we all get drunk? = =

They say I keep crying bla bla bla

talk many non-sense things. 

Allahhhh.. what going on? =.=

Sometimes maybe when drunk only can release 

I wish I drunk tonight

well~ I success done it.

Bla bla bla ~~

Even what I talkin about or what I do to anyone of them

I also forget =.='

Afterward some of us straightly back kampar

hmm.. some of us continue take k us

and they bring us go McD

*the place was common we'll go after clubbing

# Thank you all my friends who take k me

and please forgive if I can't recognize who are you 

when I get drunk. =]] #

Heartache

Tear drop T___T

After I saw something you done
Can I just ignore everything that you do?
did you know how hurt when I saw that ?

Every time I need you, 
but you not by my side :'(
I hope you explain to me,
but you never do that.

= Song =
[ 卢学睿 - 可不可以♥我 ]