So wrong, so right

A new day. My new life.

Unconsciously, I already 21yr old :))

I appreciate what my parent give me

how hard they bring up me for 21yrs.

Ohh. omfg. Pls emo stay away from me.

my dear sister msn chat with me =]

I love to chat with her.

coz' she is psycho' graduate.

She ask me about you. 

I dnt know how to answer. =[

Srsly, I really don't know what relationship we having.

Please. Don't treat me diff with others.

I hate we being dubious.

I dislike the confuse relationship we having now.

Did you know

you make me feel guilty every time 

when I together with you.

I feel apology to her.

I'm sorry :'(

" Don't waste time laaa, amoi ~ '' - My sister told me.

='(

Is the time give up on you.

maybe this is our FATE. 

as what her say

open our heart

give chance to others.

Maybe we can get another better than you.

I hate the way you make me and her being sad and cry.

but no worries

Me and her ' friendship will be forever,

we wouldn't break our friendship because of you.

I appreciate having a good fren like her.

My fren told me something about you.

One of the reason was make me cry yestday. =[

But what you do actually is protecting me

avoid the rumors btw me and you.
You protect me as much as you can.

This is the way you respect me.

Arghhhhhhhh >.<

I hate myself every time being confuse.

even job and relationship are same.

MESSED UP! 

I'm stupid :'(

[ Dream never come true ); ]