☠ Inhale ℒℴѵℯ. Exhale Hate ☠

26072011 C;

2011-07-26T03:12:00.004+08:00

Hello, how’s everyone doing? still remember me? LOL!

I’ve been doing just great. I know i dissapear for months, i’m really sorry about that..

I hope you guys still remember me

I’ve been checking in from time to time and reading messages from y’all and I thank you from the bottom of my heart ♥

Lilo tells Stitch that “ohana means family and family means nobody gets left behind.”

Here's My FAMILY (✿◠‿◠)

I've been so thankful and blessed to have a family like this. A family that I can count on ; A family that cheers me on; A family who always there to guide and support me; A family who prays together and will stay forever (❤‿❤)

Nothing else. My LILO C;

Work. Hit target. Money.

That's my job. That's my life.

Live alone. I've been enjoying my single life C;

No matter how.

STOP FEELING BAD.

It will all get better eventually.

Appreciate what I have. Live once! ;)

20052011

2011-05-20T01:58:00.001+08:00

一直逃避一直ignore

原来问题似乎好像还没彻底解决

有时候感觉仿佛消失了

工作的繁忙似乎带走了我的感觉

我选择不打扰不相见不怀念你

这是唯一我能做到的

因为我知道你也在对我做着同样的事

过去的回不去,

回不去的就应该让它过去.

在事过境迁以后
这段情就算曾经
刻骨且铭心过
过去了又改变什么
地球它又公转几周了
浓情爱恋都已陌生了

我不难过了

甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解
你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至原谅你的残酷理由
当我了解不爱了
连回忆都是负荷

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解
你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至感谢这样不期而遇
当我从你眼中发现我已是陌生人了
我已是陌生人了

~~520~~

一个不值得纪念开始的日子.

希望你的新生活会过得很快乐.

还有

祝你和她幸福 ♥

:')

15042011

2011-04-16T02:37:00.000+08:00

How I should start my bloggie today?

Should I happy? Should I feel sad?

I think I should smile with tear : ' )

I know you always hope I can smile, right?

I give you a BIG smile : )

Thankyou your inform.

I know you not longer stay at here anymore.

And same as me too.

The distance and time make everything change.

Feeling change. People change.

Am I stupid?

Sometimes I just keep memories back.

The moment we spend together.

Although everything just a short period.

A very short but memorable moment.

I swear I wouldn't forgot about this.

520

A meaningful number and

A memorable date.

BearBear

The special and only nickname that given by you.

Westlake.

The place that I wouldn't forget forever. ♥

Ferrero Rocher.

The first box chocolate I received from you.

Love keychain.

You buy from Melaka as souvenir for me.

15042010

Do you still remember this date?

I just realize last year the same date

the first time we hang out together.

Coincidence, right ? : )

Restaurant Madam Kwan's.

Strepsils from Watson.

Crash Of The Titan.

The first 3D movie we watch together.

SotBlak GPS bring us spin around and around.

No petrol. No battery.

Everything just past.
:'(

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Yes. You have right to meet up me.

I wish to meet up you too if have chance.

Don't afraid.

I wouldn't ask you the reason.

Because the worried actually we're same.

No sorry.

You don't have any fault.

If I want to blame.

The only I will blame is the timing not suitable.

You do not owe me anything.

The promises from the beginning till end.

You already done it. : ' )

Don't often read my blog anymore.

You should start a new life at there.

Start a new relationship with her.

The girl that you really wish together.

No worries about me.

I will take care myself.

And start a new life .

Lastly

I wish you have a brighten future.

Having a new life at there.

Take care, my last and only ~~sohlou~~. ♥

: ' )

14042011

2011-04-14T04:48:00.000+08:00

Location : Vegas ( Kampar )

Time : 8pm

FULL HOUSE BURGER ;)

OBAMA X)

I forget what is burger name? Such a super XXXXXXL =.=

Yes Yes Yes ! Kampar, I'm back ! ;)

金宝, 有多久我没回来??

屈指数下好像也有半年多了吧

一个既陌生又熟悉的地方

点缀了我生命中某些色彩

回到金宝

总是让我想起很多一些过去甜蜜的回忆 =X

但只是在回味然后傻笑

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喝酒的伴一起看电影的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋友不能留得太晚
明天要上班唱K的伴
一起去旅行的伴

听懂我的笑话的伴
我的生活只差那个人就美满

快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤

心怎么都不够暖

这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

沒人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子填满
节目却提醒我孤单

沒有想法有想法又能怎样

只能写部落格整晚

几个留言安慰不了心里的遗憾
沒有负担原來也是种负担
自由多得让人心慌
你羨慕我那要不要跟我交换

快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖

这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
沒人分享幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子填满
別來提醒我的孤单

快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖

这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

很努力真的很努力

很努力地微笑着过日子

:')

我能吗? 总是每天早上睁开眼睛问自己的问题?

无可否认到了夜深人静的时候

我想我的老毛病又再发作了

很讨厌这个老毛病

老毛病, 别再纠缠我了

我快疯了 !!!

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Sometimes when you think you're perfect,

but since actually you're the loser.

无可奈何我想我是有比不上的地方

同样的condition 我却输得彻底

我真的很不明白

是我太天真还是太愚蠢

不经一事, 不长一智 .

或许 the truth is always true .

心很痛泪在流

maybe from the beginning

"得不到的永远是最好的"

09042011

2011-04-10T04:36:00.004+08:00

Phew. Finally I get my lens ! Yipee :)

Let take a pic for those lovely lens .

Its totally 4 pair .

Is just RM100 ( Include postage ) !

It's cheaper !

Some more I still get a FREE mask !

It's awesome . :)

I like those new series and new color .

Aww :D

I like this video clip .

It's lyric meaningful . ♥

I found from facebook .

I like the boy inside the video .

The boy sit alone

and

Talking To The Moon :')

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

I miss the MUG .

If i got chance to give up a word in my dictionary.
I will choose give up love .

08042011

2011-04-09T02:22:00.002+08:00

每天都有你的陪伴

是我人生中最美好的事 ♥

Mr. Mahjung 麻将先生, 你好!! :)

我很倾慕你的

请你答应我

永远每天给我来个 中, 發, 白板

让我吃个 大三元 好吗?

我赌到发疯了

Paiseh (/-\)

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手头上好像还有很多还没完成的事

懊恼 (>,<)

Bla Bla Bla 一箩箩的事

算了, 我看还是得趁我还在Ipoh之前

把它们通通给settle掉好了.

这是临时抱佛脚的行为 (><)

看做到这个name tag

突然有点怀念

虽然不久之后我还是会得到一个

但意义不同啦

这可是我人生当中第一个name tag叻

Ipoh Yun Nam 真的给我很多回忆

也真的添加了我的人生经验

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想到下个月就得去Singapore了

说真的还真有点不舍

虽然工作都是一样

只是环境地点不再一样罢了

但我还舍不得离开这让我成长了22年的地方

T.T

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头发跑去染了个新颜色

和啦啦妹说掰掰咯

照片还没拍到

因为样子残得很可怜

明天势必要拍

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Facebook整天看到别人post的status

个个都好浪漫噢

说真的

我还真的很羡慕叻

看到couple之间那种搞怪的照片

更是让我抓狂

因为就觉得自己超笨

连一点couple之间最基本的照片都没拍过

(/-\)

虽然照片都没拍过啦

甜蜜message通通都删除啦

但有些回忆

我知道是永远都无法消灭的

:')

想着想着

我应该也想通了吧

毕竟爱情永远也抵不过距离

(><)

祝福你和她吧

那个很真的她

会是你更好的对象

♥

To Be Continue ...

If Only .

2011-04-04T06:38:00.004+08:00

Dinner Time .

Yeodle English : )

Cheese Chicken Drumstick .

I totally can't finished it .

Daddy, you earn mine =D

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Dessert Time .

Sidewalk Ice-Cream House : )

An old and classic ice-cream house.

I think around when I was 4years old

I have been go there celebrate birthday .

HAHAHAHAHA ! what a joke ?

But that true . -.-

Daddy

You're always my Superman ♥

Owh yes I love Her .

No matter how. ♥

The only sister ♥

Phoeon .

I ain't perfect .

But I'm only perfect at being unperfect . ♥

* Sorry

I have to edit .

But I know if you're my friends .

Or you're ~~You~~ will know the character . ♥ *

其实我很感激

你教会了我爱 .

教会了我恨 .

但

你也教会了我放下 .

教懂了我的初恋爱情故事 .

我会藏着感谢 .

笑着和你说再见 .

Lastly

I think you wouldn't expect

I still keep this pic .

LOL ! -.-

I get it by hard way .

If only one .

By the way

谢谢你的存在过 : )

Starbuck :)

2011-04-03T03:27:00.005+08:00

Starbuck : )

A place where I can have a peaceful mind .

A drink that swept away my uneasiness from missing you .

♥

Today I read some article from some ~~bla~~ website

I found this

" Love is not about finding the right person

but creating a right relationship .

It's not about how much love you have in the beginning

but how much love you build till the end . "

♥

I feel meaningful about this poem .

Well I have been recover soon .

: )

Missing this moment .

Sweet ♥

But I'm smile .

: )

Hello, April Fool ♥

2011-04-01T03:43:00.002+08:00

Today is a big day.

Happy April Fool ♥

But for me.

Today really such a big fool day :(

HeartBroken.

Now,

I think you enjoy the moment with ~~her~~ .

~~She~~ is back.

The ~~girl~~ you like

Why ? Why ? Why ?

That should be not my business anymore.

Why I still feel heart pain ?

:'(

Her friend say ~~she~~ rush back

Since just wanna to meet up you.

Maybe ~~she~~ just missing you.

I'm such a outsider.

I'm such a third person.

I'm such a substitute for ~~her~~.

:'(

We shouldn't have any relationship

since from the day I know you.

I feel shame on you.

How good if I never fall in love to you.

It never ever .

You make me cry.

You such a heartbreaker.

I ~~hate~~ you.

Hi ;)

2011-03-31T05:42:00.003+08:00

Well Singapore I'm coming ;)

Gonna to Singapore interview for my new job.

A new beginning gonna start in my life.

Hope everything will be alright.

Please,

Take A Look ;)

Sweet Candylicious ❤

Chocolate Eat Happy ;)

Chocolate make my days ❤

I ❤ M & M ;)

We ❤ Peeps :)

Lickcious ;)

Hi, Universal :)

I'm 22years old.

That why's

Say Hi, Casino ;)

Taking my lunch at Swensen :)

Keep upload my sweet photo

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Photograph represent every smile :)

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I hope I can have a new life.

Even I know you already quit in my life :(

Sometimes when you think someone is love you deeply,

But actually the truth will let you unexpected.

God Daddy always let me know the truth.

The truth are cruel.

Your previous bloggie

I have realize a lot .

Sorry for everything that I did

HeartBroken .

I feel I'm such a clown front of you.

Maybe what mummy said are right,

You not worth it.

And I should give up and forget you.

I deserve a better one.

Feelings fade

People change.

18032011

2011-03-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To Me.

Make A wish ;)

I wish

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1) World Peace :)

2) My family and friends healthy and happy always.

3) I have a Angel Face and Devil Body. LOL!

4) I've become a rich women one day.

5) I have a good job and brighten future.

Did I greedy? Hehehe ~

My last wishes.

I wish a boy do treat me truly deeply and madly ♥

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Cut a piece cake :)

Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot :P

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I ♥ Coach Perfume.

I ♥ Guess. --------- My Sister, Phoeon.

I ♥ Coach Purse. --------- My Brother, Wayne Loon.

Thanks All Pretties. ♥

They force me to take this photo with this action =.=

It's time to be big girl now.

And big girls don't cry ♥ :')

Hebe, Happy Birthday.

Decision

2011-03-15T03:54:00.000+08:00

终于还是做了决定

还是要离开 : (

天无不散之筵席

是时候我也该去闯闯

看看这世界到底有辽阔了吧

我发誓

我不要再当温室里的小花了 (/-\)

Bye Malaysia, Hello Singapore ! :)

这会是一个什么样的地方?

: (

真正的一个人生活着

那又会是一个什么样的感觉?

一个人逛街, 一个人吃饭, 一个人看电影

一个人买东西, 一个人过每一个节日

: (

这陌生的城市

应该会是你向往的地方吧

不管你会不会思念我

不管你记不记得过去

也许偶尔在夜晚你会想起我

没有感动没有悲伤没有失落

: ' )

Done

2011-03-08T18:43:00.001+08:00

Maybe I just miss you,

:')

but this isn't love anymore.

GoodBye :')

2011-03-04T04:31:00.000+08:00

人与人的邂逅,
充满着神奇,
能够遇见你
可说是种缘份吧.

我们相遇了, 相熟了, 相爱了.
我们受伤了, 挥手了, 不见了.
也许很多年以后,
我们身边的一切已物是人非.

看看身边, 情侣比比皆是.
可我不得不提醒自己,
一段恋情的开始, 注定了一段恋情的结束.

情人节, 即使明知不能一起度过,
却还是要安慰自己.
不论你在不在, 每一天都是情人节.

也许正因为当初我们爱得太过于热情, 太过于汹涌
最后的最后, 才因为大家而放开了双手.

分开了,
偶尔还是会想你, 却不会找你.
难过了,
自己一个人躲在房间里哭一会儿.
就这样, 反复循环 : /

其实我并没有忘记,
但我知道必须放弃.
该过的总会过去, 这个世界只有回不去, 没有过不去.

我爱你的那个你,
还会是许许多多的人.
爱了, 散了, 分开了.

距离, 真的可以随著时间的流转带走很多东西,
包括感觉.

有缘千里,
我相信我们还是会相见的
无论距离有多远.

记得要比我活得快乐
比我幸福.

我知道一觉醒来, 一切都会过去.

Smile : )

祝你幸福 ♥

怕安靜

2011-03-02T04:13:00.002+08:00

我想我真的怕安静　少了你吵我不开心
回家第一个开机　掩盖所有的安静
把闹钟设不停　或许我会清醒
我想等下去可惜爱不能靠毅力
爱一个人不一定要永远在一起
你已不在這这里

粘我很爱我的人　
我沒珍惜

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总是告诉自己要坚强,
可是眼泪却总是不争气.
觉得自己好无能,
好没用.

很想让你知道,
我过得很快乐.
只是依然偶尔
还有点想念你.

:')

真的好想逃避这样的生活,

想要离开,

离开这让我回忆太重的地方.

I M Y ♥

2011-02-17T04:58:00.001+08:00

和你相约在这里

有些事想说明我的决心

你却不愿意听

我知道你想逃避

不想问不想听这段感情

已经快要暂停

听我说从今后我会一个人生活

没有我的时候

你要一个人要好好过

在我转身之后

你却又抱着我

在放手以后

不再拥有彼此的温柔

在我转身之后

你的泪不停流

虽然心很痛

却只能说分开以后

我就要远走

(':

_________________________

好想对你说

I M Y ♥

笨得可以

2011-02-13T04:02:00.001+08:00

或许离开

就再也不可能回来

或许回来

你已不再让我依赖

或许依赖

是对我自己最大的伤害

或许伤害

会终于让我释怀

或许释怀

就注定了我的离开

或许离开

心会更开怀。

本以为能一直坚持不再碰blogger

不再写任何关于自己的感觉在这

一直很坚持

也过了81天

一直每天很坚强不再去翻阅

不再去想起

不再去回忆点点滴滴

原来到最终还是办不了

很害怕很害怕

真的很害怕一个人独处的时候

每天让自己忙得不可开交

甚至总想很多笑话逗身边的同事们开心

也许这是唯一也能让自己开心起来的方法吧

有多久没真正看到自己的笑容了

发自内心的甜蜜

内心的笑容

到头来发现原来早已离我远去

:')

很讨厌看到自己强颜欢笑的模样

突然很想念这一幕

我们的第一次

扑通扑通的感觉

原来我依然无法忘怀

I'm Sorry.

原谅我.

~~I need you.~~

~~I miss you.~~

~~I love you.~~

或许我应该把你给忘掉.

笨得可以 :'(

31Dec2010 ♥

2010-12-31T01:29:00.002+08:00

MR.LCH

祝你生日快乐

说不出口的倾诉

挂念代替了相处

瞬间是永远 谈情变祝福

可惜 已都於事无补

请你 原谅我 不多写一个字

多一字 多份痛

今夜 我不想哭

I LOVE YOU

but

I MISS YOU

是最完美的结束 

甜言也带苦 

Happy Birthday To You :)

♥ 28122020.

2010-12-29T14:07:00.000+08:00

我应该学会遗忘

放声的笑一回

大胆的哭一场

抬头望一望

一片灿烂的阳光

相信时间可以改变一切

日出日落

爱过了

曾经拥有过了

就要学会知足

回忆是爱最美好的记忆

很多事情的发展注定有个结束.

当不能拥有时

唯一能做的就是令自己要忘记 :)

27122020

2010-12-28T03:26:00.001+08:00

不想让你为难　你不再需要给我的答案

我猜你也舍不得但是怎么说　

我们之间有了太多空白格　也许你不是我的

分开或许是选择　但它也可能是我们的缘分

故事走到最后也许还没最后

眼泪诉说你要离开

原来当爱与不爱真的一样让人心痛

澳门到底是个什么样的地方?

很远很远 :')

明白

2010-12-23T01:43:00.003+08:00

我选择勇敢地放手

放了自己

也放了他 .

承认失败接受宿命的安排

拭去眼角的泪

不再强颜欢笑

面对从此没有他的日子

日子还得过下去 .

那些美好的记忆,
是我唯一可以拥抱在怀的温暖.

爱过, 也在你的生命里留下了深深的印痕.

相信日后的生活里, 你会和我一样,

时常回忆起曾经的点滴.

终于明白

所谓的永远

终是熬不过距离

逃不过时间

谢谢你没握紧我的手, 你要快乐, 记得一定要快乐

谢谢你放开了我的手, 你要幸福, 记得一定要幸福

也许分开也是另一种明白 :')

21102010

2010-12-22T03:37:00.003+08:00

给我一个理由忘记

曾经那么爱我的你

给我一个理由放弃

当时做的决定

有些愛越想抽离却越更清晰

而最痛的距离是你不在身边

却在我的心里

I'm sorry, But I Love You :'(

20122010

2010-12-21T02:24:00.002+08:00

I'm so glad chat with you again.

How's your life ?

You've been good, busier then ever.

I wish to saying I'm sorry for that night.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing, but missing you 
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

Turn around and change my own mind.

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile,
so good to me, so right 
And how you held me in your arms that night.

The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking 
Probably mindless dreaming.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
I understand.

You still the same.

Thankyou for your last sentence 

"If you need me, I'm always be there."

:')

If we loved again, I swear I'd love you right ♥

潇洒 :')

2010-12-19T02:41:00.001+08:00

习惯．每天一个人生活．

习惯．一个人过日子．一个人行走．

习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．

一切事情都冷漠以对．

一切事情都装不在乎．

一切事情都一笑置之．

没有心．没有情．

不愿意承认．但心底清楚．

逃不掉．逃不掉的．

那么．就勇敢面对．现实．

现实是．一切都．画上了句点．

冷笑 :' )

有的人说不清哪里好就是谁都替代不了．

16122010

2010-12-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

总要等到过了很久

总要等退无可退

才知道我们曾亲手舍弃的东西

在后来的日子里再也遇不到了

我知道...

忘记是件轻松的事情

只要

不看着

不想着

不记着

就忘记了

就像烟火过后的天空

你已经不是原来的你

而我..

也不再是过去的我

没有什么忘不了的

总会在以后的时间忘了你

先忘了你的样子

再忘了你的声音

忘了你说过的话

现在不行

以后也可以

当看破一切的时候

才知道原来失去比拥有更踏实

对于你

我始终只能以陌生人的身份去怀念

第一次的爱

始终无法轻描淡写

: ' )

Tough

2010-12-12T02:36:00.003+08:00

人人都说女孩子不要太强、太独立、太厉害赚钱

不然会招人不喜欢

可是

我若不要强、不独立、不变厉害

谁会在我最无助的时候伸出援手?

靠山山会倒

靠人人会跑

妈妈说

女孩子只有自己强大了，才不会被别人当做附属品

别再问我为什么总是那么不解风情

别再埋怨我没有一点女孩子的娇柔体贴

别再说我笑得太大声、走得太快、讲话太男孩子气

别再嫌弃我太过实际、太过理智、太冷血

因为我知道

雨天如果忘带伞，就一定会淋雨

淋雨之后不赶快擦干头发、换掉衣服

就一定会感冒发烧

生病之后不赶快看医生吃药就会越病越厉害

所以在此之前

我会一直努力坚强着

扬起下巴

不哭、不闹、不发脾气

只微笑

: )

没有女孩子愿意一直坚强

只是她在等一个理由

一个可以不强迫自己坚强的理由

我累了

2010-11-29T00:08:00.000+08:00

曾经.

我以为.

我们会一起走到很远很远.

现在.

却渐渐忘了你的样子.

也记不起来你的声音.

你在做什么?

在对谁笑.

已经不重要了.

我累了.

有来自生活.

也有来自你.

我想.

重伤我的.

也许就是你那唯唯诺诺的态度.

当初是你闯入我的生活.

现在也是你把我冷落.

我很傻.

很好骗.

很容易把这花花世界的戏份演的太逼真.

到最后.

才知道.

是自己在独唱.

在演独角戏.

你总是说需要时间磨合.

可你却从来没有为我着想过.

我们没有生活在一起.

你永远看不到我为你掉的泪.

为你煎熬过的姿态.

我知道是自己太过自作多情.

不是说坚持才有真爱.

而是已经失去了动力.

你有你要追求.

我有我要的生活.

我们越来越远.

甚至陌生.

没有你的关心.

没有你的关注.

没有你的短信.

没有你的电话.

我们比陌生人还陌生.

我总是把你说的话认真来对待.

你却一直在忽略我的感受.

其实我早就想说服自己脱离你.

只是当我寂寞孤单时.

想起的一直都只是你.

我承认.

你赢走了我的心.

但又能怎样.

这几天.

我过的很平静.

想了很多.

既然你.我都如此不堪重负.

那我何不识相的退出.

虽然再次想起你时.

我可能还是会难受.

但我相信时间.

会让我更成熟.

因为我想微笑继续向前走.

: )

我的世界没有你

但我会活得更好.

不能和情人说的话

2010-11-15T01:01:00.003+08:00

你总是问我：有话跟我说吗？
我有的。
但我想说的，却是不能开口的话语。

心，能承受多大的重量
只不过是易碎的物品

爱一個人，让用多少的美丽言语，
來让对方知道，这一切都是真的。

有时，说的话很丑陋，但这也只是
爱里一种情绪。

或许，爱是美丽的，但却不是完美的天堂，
里头的点点滴滴，
在很多的时候，我們总是会选择性的
说出自己的內心话。

怕伤害，还是这也是爱的一种表现。

当我们坦然的那刻，才慢慢发现，
原來，有那么多的话，到了这刻才真正知道。

委屈了，累了，害怕了，
这些敏感的感觉与话语，
是否都选择了自己吞下，
这，也是算一种爱的表现吗？

或许吧。

爱一个人，沒有秘密吗？
可能，你有，我也有吧。

想跟你说，
我爱你。

但却不能跟你说，
我想和你一辈子，

因为，害怕你我都做不到。

承诺，
是个很轻的東西，
隨时都会被打破。

以前不懂得爱，
现在我明白了，

我把握现在的我们。

Because Of You

2010-11-01T02:04:00.002+08:00

When it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.
Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

You know how I feel about you,
but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
then I'd truly be happy.

Right now this distance between us is out of our control,
but I'm still hoping one day soon,
I'll get what I'm wishing for.

20102010 ♥

2010-10-20T01:41:00.007+08:00

No matter how far you are,
no matter how long I'm gone,
you will always be with me.

I will see you always as clear as day,

for our love knows no boundries and never will,

because our hearts are one,

and mine is always home.

I break the incantation :)

Happy 3months Anniversary ♥ ♥ ♥

You

2010-10-07T02:18:00.000+08:00

On a quiet night when I'm alone,
I think of you until break of dawn .
I miss your face, I miss your smile .
I haven't seen it in a while .

I close my eyes so I can see .
The memories of you and me .
The love and laughs that we have shared .
And all the times that you have spared   .

Then a surge of sadness from within
Can't stop the tears from rushing in .
I miss the way you hold me tight :(
How I wish you are with me tonight   ?

Then I start to feel this pain inside
And no matter what I cannot hide
I always try, but I always fail .
 
Can't help myself
 
My heart is frail :(

LCH , My Man ♥

Smiley :)

2010-09-23T00:20:00.004+08:00

It's something which always puts a smile on your face :)

Hello

teehee xD

Finally I updated my bloggie :)

apology to all my beloved reader !

922 Zhong Cau Jit Fai Lok !

I would like to say .

So emo .

make me insomnia .

God

I know I'm wrong

please forgive my weakness .

I just can't let it go

Sorry .

Thankyou what you done for me .

The night

The sky

The moon

but without you :(

Snooker

You feel my emo .

You feel my heart .

You make me rise when I fall .

Smile :)

the pic make me smile .

Thank you . Muacks !

webcam :\

Sick :\ Heart

2010-06-14T23:53:00.001+08:00

Srsly I was sick
:\
I hope I can recover faster.

Now only realize
when you're sick
you really will wish someone just by your side.

I'm getting sick.
I hope he by my side.

I know what I told you that night
that maybe hurt you a lot
but sorry.
I really don't want have any lie between us.

I just want to told you
Our relationship never stop
Just maybe you need to give me some time
let me used to be everything.

I hope my decision never wrong.

I wish when I sick
the one will just by my side.

You will become a part my life. =)

IMY ♥
but I never told what it's mean. lol
xDDD

= song =

[ Mizz Nina feat Colby - What You Waiting For ]

04062010

2010-06-05T04:34:00.000+08:00

Once again
I feel guilty.

Don't ask me the reason.
Please.

I hope and I pray that there's something left to say.

There's no hard feelings no one to blame.
Just two people who don't feel the same.

I hate midnight.
I hate myself being selfish.
I hate TAN PUI CHIN.

心停在这路口
无法左右

I'm not worth.
really.
No one can understand.

=song=

[ 失落沙洲 ]

Selfish

2010-06-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

I'm selfish.
Sorry.
I'm just don't want to give HIM a fake smile even I'm sad.
Maybe sometimes HE will feel it's unfair
why I'm just keep everything inside my heart?
And don't want to told HIM.

Sorry.
As me selfish.
Maybe is I'm not enough confident to myself.

I know I should cherish what I own.
Included HIM.❤

Once again
I miss Heneiken.
I miss Dancefloor.
I miss ...

I hope I can drunk.
Forgot everything. =(

= song =

[ 罗志祥 - 习惯就好 ]

520

2010-05-20T18:54:00.004+08:00

Special for every single and couple :\

520 = I Love You ♥

I know HE love me =)

Ferrero Rocher ♥

Thank you :)

Melaka souvenir

Love ♥ handph key chain =]

Thank you again.

A Nightmare on Elm Street

Hahahahaha.. -,-

I keep use jacket cover my mouth everytime I wanna scream :\

too stupid

Furry Vengeance

Yea :)

This movie really so so so funny =]

I love those animal's face expression.

Rush two movie in one day

My first try :)

Kampar kampar kampar =X

finally I went kampar meet my lovely ex classmate!

I really miss them so much!

yamcha yamcha yamcha

crazy crazy crazy

Your guys never change :))

Our friendship will be forever.

================================================

Something will be change :\

Moon Moon say : "放下屠刀,立地成佛."

But issit 屠刀 so easy to put down?

佛 really I've meet it every time when I need it?

lol

I think this just only me and Moon Moon will understand :\

A big news :)

I'm in a relationship

:P yeah!

Fair to HE and myself. :|

HE love me more than I say =]

I know. ♥

=song=

[ Part Of A Fool - Juwita Suwito ]

Stay the same

2010-05-10T03:57:00.000+08:00

How? :(
I hope I can.

Bro telling me.
I shouldn't.

I'm stupid.

Sorry.
Is never gonna'go away.
Still the same.

Unforgettable.

= song =

[原来我就是这样的女生]

Better Man

2010-04-20T05:03:00.006+08:00

Long time didn't updated my blog
quite busy these few weeks. xD
but I have learn many btw that. lol

05042010 - 18042010

The days I started training in KL
within 2 weeks I need to survive in KL alone.

I have learn many btw these 2weeks.
you never imagine how if you really want to survive in this society.
the way you say, the way you talk, the work performance you show
Everything everyone just an illusion, a big fake!
sometime even you not really to smile, you not really to learn
YOU SHOULD FORCE YOURSELF TO LEARN IT!!

Every morning before I went to work
I told myself, even though how hard
I must be patience.
Everything will fine. =)

弱肉强食的社会
是你我都无法想象的
但现在我终于深深体会到了..

Experience lead me grow up.
I'm not a little girl anymore. xD

==============================================

I met HIM.
A person who just step in my daily life.
HE make me smile when I unhappy.
HE make me feel comfortable when I'm with HIM.

Never expected I can met somebody like HIM
A person who can do anything because of me.
no matter how long,
HE also rather to wait my answer.

Seriously, HE really make me so touch.
I wouldn't forget 150402010.
the day we together. =)

Restaurant Madan Kwan's.
Strepsils. sweet!
sot GPS bring us to Times Square xD
3D Crash Of The Titan.
Old town Kopitiam.
*chatting chatting*
Sg.Wang window shopping. lol
" Wai Sik Gai " pinang cha kui teow. spicy xD
no battery. no petrol.
HAHAHAHAHA!!
sesat jalan. =.=

Both soh lou and soh po sesak jalan
spin around and around!
HAHAHAHA!!

Thankyou the way HE treat me.
I'm glad if I began with HIM.
HE love me.
❤

I know.
HE always love SHE.
sweet call =)

= song =

[ Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One ]

Ridiculous ❤

2010-03-30T23:32:00.075+08:00

Everything was happen just in a split *wink*
I can't believe
It's really ~~over.~~ a new beginning.
=)

New beginning
I interview success!! :))
I get the job that I wanted.
I know this is not a easier position
but I ll try my best to handle it.
Amitabha please bless me =]

Something was happen out of my expectation
Ahem~ :)
I tell myself. everything just let it be natural. lol
if it really belongs to me,
I believe no matter what happens
it still belongs to me. =]

Dilemma' mood make me sick seriously.
I hope myself wont become greedy
it is so hurt.
I know it was unfair.
Sorry. ='(

HE wish me smile always.
that why HE make me smile everyday.
❤
but how about YOU ?

I'm being stupid coz' a little hope.

=song=

[ Westlife - If I Let You Go ]

长大了就要有个大人样

2010-03-28T23:52:00.028+08:00

1.转身，要比眼泪快。
这是必须。
过了21岁，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过。

要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别人面前掉眼泪。
别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。

2.你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事。
可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人。请你不要觉得那是负担。
过了21岁，这是你生命中一个新的开始。

3.谁对你好，你就对谁好。
人际交往永远是礼尚往来的。双向法则。没有人有义务对你好。
过了21岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。

4.明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。
什么女子无才便是德，要嫁得好，首先要有才。
而此处问题的关键，不是嫁得好。是你自己过得好。
过了21岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？
过了21岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？

5.答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌优柔寡断、藕断丝连。
对自己心软，成不了大事。
过了21岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。

6.如果你正在恋爱，请不要毫无保留地付出。
你全盘托出了，拿什么留给你以后的老公？
女孩子，要学会对自己好一点，别把所有的都投资在所谓的“潜力股”身上。
无论什么时候，看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌。

7.做人学会圆滑。
过了21岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人包容。
对不喜欢的人和事面带笑容，是我们必须学会的恶心。

8.感谢所有伤害过你的人。
然后在21岁生日的那天，对他们挥挥手，说声，我不再恨你们了。
仇恨留在21岁以前的青春，你长大了，你要正视伤害。

9.别玩什么非主流。你又不是肥猪刘。
还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏妆，是大方得体的淡妆。
一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优先考虑。
为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？
世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

10.减肥，说说就好。
到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候，你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩一系列疾病同时伴随你。
说不好还有胃癌。
过了21岁，你要知道，你以后的路还有很长，健康的身体是你走下去的保证。

11.对挑拨离间的人，不要揭发他。
等他演完一出出好戏，拼命演，拼命圆。
然后告诉他，其实你什么都知道。
接着，笑笑，离开。

12. 是的，你已经达到法定婚龄了，可是你并不用着急着嫁人。
或许你正在热恋，你们山盟海誓说要一辈子。
可是你才刚过21岁，你不知道一辈子到底有多长。日子是过出来的，不是想出来的。
结婚，不是两个人的事情，是两个家庭的事情。老一辈讲的门当户对，并不是毫无道理的封建思想。结婚，你应该抱着一辈子只有一次的信念，所以挑选的时候丝毫不得马虎。恋爱，就把它当成恋爱。结婚，慢慢来。

13.轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给一字头的年龄。
你已经21岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。
什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。
那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，我们经历过就够了。
过了21岁了，学会淡定从容。

14.男朋友，宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞而恋爱，不要因为跟风而恋爱。
过了21岁了，学会对自己的人生负责。

15.自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。
21岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。
女人要独立，经济独立是基础。

16.如果一个男人对你说他配不上你，相信他。
一个自己说配不上你的男人，一辈子也不会配得上你！
珍惜与能力无关，与钱无关！

copyrights =)

Srlsy I like this post so much

although is copying.

Hmm~

or maybe you can said I'm copy cat bla bla bla = ="

but

I don't mind

I don't care.

最后告诉自己
I'm 21.

并给自己准备一个微笑

♥ S.M.I.L.E ♥
=]

[ 我可以I'm okay~ ^^ ]

=')

2010-03-27T23:39:00.189+08:00

If I say this post will be the last post
I wouldn't blogging anymore
Hmm.. can I say so? lol
I not sure. But one things I can sure is
sorry for that.. coz' I ll less blogging
start from today =)

Why I wanna less blogging?
I think the only reason just know myself.
>.< *as me selfish, okay?

20100326

If i say myself not a clubbing kaki
I think everybody ll give a slap to me
Ahem~ PuiChin *clubbing queen* lar wey
lol =.= My new nickname *clubbing queen* not bad xD

Since yestday get Fishy msn ask issit wanna join together
I still say I anti clubbing! lol
talk crap.. = =+

Location: Barroom
Time: O.O night
Event: Mask party
Mood: ♥

Let show some pic

♥ Me ♥ Ab ♥ MunYee ♥

♥ Me ♥ Fishy ♥ MunYee ♥

♥ Fishy ♥ Me ♥

♥ Fishy ♥ Me ♥ Ab ♥ *behind ♥ Eros ♥
Eros mau kiss also. Ehem~ =)

♥ Eros ♥ Me ♥
I like this pic xD
Coz' I edit Eros and me act fun =)

♥ Me ♥ Jessy ♥

♥ Me ♥ Jessy ♥ Fishy ♥
Dunoe why I love this pic so much
maybe this can prove how cute we're. lol :D

Srsly tonight clubbing not high at all = =+
really. I just get tired in the end.
Mask party wor? O.o
Cheh. I more enjoy shake myself.

==============================================

20100327
Reach home
Time: 3.36am
OMG. I know what ll happen after I wake up later O.O
guarantee get shoot 99 = =+
but I know I really is over a bit
clubbing too rapidly btw two week.
Hmm~ Is my fault.

Wake up
Time: 4.56pm O.o
I know my fault again = =+
That really too over.
And I know I really don't have a normal life.
sorry~ make them worry again ='(

Issit I'm really live in my own world?
I don't know. =|
but one things I can say to myself
I know what am I doing now.

Sometime what you unexpected
that ll be true.
I don't know what I wanted now.
but if that really a destiny
I ll let ♥ in and accept it.

Finally I straighten out everything
Feel great. S.M.I.L.E =)

Maybe you're the  one I want 

but maybe you're not the one that I need.

=song=

[ Taylor Swift - White Horse ]

24032010

2010-03-24T23:50:00.101+08:00

I hope I can be the girl inside the pic

trying talk to myself

" I'm erasing you. "

That's really a HARD mission for me :|

I thought I can easily pull it out

but it's really out of my expectation.

FAILED :(

Sorry to her

I can't carry out the promise I've made

I'm stupid :'(

Maybe need some time

I believe time can wash everything.

Sorry to my BFF

I feel thankful I've having you this best friend

every time I sad,

you willing to listen my sadness.

thankQ so much. :'(

I've been learn how to be tough

okay? =]

I want to give up

I want to walk away.

I want to forget everything I've ever known

I want a life that's worth living.

Start a new life...

God, can you help me?

= Song =

[ Shayne Ward - Breathless ]

Quit

2010-03-22T23:56:00.087+08:00

"After wake up still need to face about it,

why don't face it with optimistic mind? "

Victor say.
*I miss his soh zai look srsly ='))

Again I view her blog
really feel apology to her
I'm sorry, my fren :(
I don't know her loves you deeply
You make me feel guilty!
stupid buffalo! >.<

I've decided you're not worth it.
I won't shed another tear over you :'(
Why on earth would I cry over someone like you
who could care less about me?
That only makes me seem pathetic.
And I'm not!
I never was! >.<

Since the time you say
" Can i request not to bla bla bla something? "
Okay ~ Fine ~
I'm nothing to say anymore!
Totally feel disappointed on you.

Maybe I bring a lot problem to you
I'm annoying for you.
Okay ~ I'll be far away far away from you.
You can get peace that what you wish.

I hate myself being drunk.
I hate myself being wasting time.
I hate myself being fall for you.

I swear start from today
I was only in love with someone
who have the capability of loving me back.

Thank you,
You make me heartbroken.

=Song=

[ Westlife - Every little thing you do]

20032010

2010-03-20T23:54:00.121+08:00

Well ~ I'm actually not a clubbing kaki

but since I go twice time Barroom for this week

Fuck >.<

Went to Barroom with my dear*shake

Fishy ♥ Ab ♥ Eros ♥ LinWei ♥ Tham ♥

and some others frens

=.='' like what Fishy said. just leave it.

Okay~ Let see some pic xD

My dear*shake Fishy ♥ Me

Me ♥ Ab

Fishy ♥ Me ♥ Ab

♥ We love this pic so much ♥

Me and Tham

Give my first kiss to Fishy and Ab

They keep kiss me whole night = =''

but this also my first time force kiss by people

Lolz. luckily is girls. :))

Srsly, I really hate myself being drunk.

I promise myself wont get drunk tonight.

but why I can't do that? =(

I hate myself break promise.

I'm useless.

Why I just can't ignore what I saw?

I keep drink Henieken and Casblerg rapidly

I hope myself can get drunk,

can forget everything what I saw and what I hear.

Hmm.. the first round in Barroom

I not yet drunk also.

but since reach 2nd round Voodoo

get drunk = =''

Follow the music

I keep shaking my head.

well~ finally I done it.

I get drunk again. = =''

But luckily tonight I still can recognize people

and I only *tear drop*.. srsly

Tear drop with happy smile. ='))

coz I know I'm not that sad actually.

McD 3rd round yumcha. lol

we all rest at there and supper time xD

Of course I don't want to supper

but I also mou la la get one cup

FOC my favorite chocolate sundae. lol

anyway, ahem~ thank you lar wey.

Promise myself wouldn't cry because of you

really feel stupid when every time I'm crying

that not worth at all. stupid.

Time can wash every thing.

I believe.

No matter how.

Cheers up, girls =))

[ Friendship forever ♥ LOVE ]

So wrong, so right

2010-03-19T23:56:00.003+08:00

A new day. My new life.

Unconsciously, I already 21yr old :))

I appreciate what my parent give me

how hard they bring up me for 21yrs.

Ohh. omfg. Pls emo stay away from me.

my dear sister msn chat with me =]

I love to chat with her.

coz' she is psycho' graduate.

She ask me about you.

I dnt know how to answer. =[

Srsly, I really don't know what relationship we having.

Please. Don't treat me diff with others.

I hate we being dubious.

I dislike the confuse relationship we having now.

Did you know

you make me feel guilty every time

when I together with you.

I feel apology to her.

I'm sorry :'(

" Don't waste time laaa, amoi ~ '' - My sister told me.

='(

Is the time give up on you.

maybe this is our FATE.

as what her say

open our heart

give chance to others.

Maybe we can get another better than you.

I hate the way you make me and her being sad and cry.

but no worries

Me and her ' friendship will be forever,

we wouldn't break our friendship because of you.

I appreciate having a good fren like her.

My fren told me something about you.

One of the reason was make me cry yestday. =[

But what you do actually is protecting me

avoid the rumors btw me and you.
You protect me as much as you can.

This is the way you respect me.

Arghhhhhhhh >.<

I hate myself every time being confuse.

even job and relationship are same.

MESSED UP!

I'm stupid :'(

[ Dream never come true ); ]

Child--->Adult :))

2010-03-18T23:59:00.004+08:00

17032010. 18032010

10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1...

Happy Birthday to myself :))

Hurrey~ I already 21yr old

finally I can from child become adult.
=)

Ahem.

Going to barroom for my birthday party tonight. =]

I get key =]

Dad mom, I already 21yr old!! Yuhoo~~

thank you for being caring me 21 years.

Appreciate** Muackssss

Well ~

21yr old sure celebrate with my BFF'

and some PR ex-coursemate =]

Srsly, I having a NICE birthday party tonight

but some of them get drunk

included me oso =.=''

Let see some pic =))

Money, Moon, Ab, Me, Yumi =]

Moon Moon so high =X

Make wishes
1) I wish my family and all my friends dream come true.
2) I wish I can get a good job.
3) I wish ..................* secret * =))

Me and Si Fatt Tham =]

Hug me wor. Ahem ~ pay pls :P

My best fren Moon Moon =]

My dear Fishy xD

Mou la la get many sticker

Lolz. but finally win the BLACK LABEL =))

Omfg. 7 gals get drunk in the end

How silly how paiseh since we all get drunk? = =

They say I keep crying bla bla bla

talk many non-sense things.

Allahhhh.. what going on? =.=

Sometimes maybe when drunk only can release

I wish I drunk tonight

well~ I success done it.

Bla bla bla ~~

Even what I talkin about or what I do to anyone of them

I also forget =.='

Afterward some of us straightly back kampar

hmm.. some of us continue take k us

and they bring us go McD

*the place was common we'll go after clubbing

# Thank you all my friends who take k me

and please forgive if I can't recognize who are you

when I get drunk. =]] #

Heartache

Tear drop T___T

After I saw something you done
Can I just ignore everything that you do?
did you know how hurt when I saw that ?

Every time I need you,
but you not by my side :'(
I hope you explain to me,
but you never do that.

= Song =
[ 卢学睿 - 可不可以♥我 ]

Slit

2010-03-16T23:57:00.074+08:00

jengs!

My new camera (;

yeah. finally I have my own camera

Hmm... spend RM798.*my own pocket money*

T_____T

buy it as my 21st 'present to myself. lol

I love Nikon' brand.

Charge full battery and get ready to my party

yipeeeeee :D

==========================================

I wish I could call ♥ you ♥ and

ask you 'How are ♥ you ♥ today?'

but I really don't have much to say...

I sit all alone

I stare at the phone

I hope that ♥ you're ♥ doing ok )';

Everyday used to be chatting with ♥ you ♥

once I online or receive text

I always hope it's from ♥ you ♥

Again ♥ you ♥ disappear

Bla. maybe I'm annoying ;'(

I wish I could be as invisible

as ♥ you ♥ make me feel.

[ weep ]

Confusion

2010-03-15T23:59:00.100+08:00

"Do you know how confusing you are?

You're the most confusing person in the world..

Sometimes you confuse me so much I get confused about

but why I'm still so crazy about you? "

When I need ♥ you ♥

where're ♥ you ♥? );

Today was my interview day

but ♥ you ♥ don't have ask me

how was my interview today.

);

Okay fine.

When the time I need ♥ you ♥

I tell what happen on me

and all my sadness to ♥ you ♥

What answer I get from ♥ you ♥ ?

" Okay okay, later I going to read. "

)':

The time I need ♥ your ♥ comfort

lead me how should I do

but why?

♥ You ♥ just left me alone

let me alone facing all the sadness.

I hate the way ♥ you ♥ treat me

I don't understand the way ♥ you ♥ doing on me

even what ♥ your ♥ thinking

I also don't know );

Bla bla bla

Can I act everything didn't happen?

[ ♥ Your ♥ love gives me a heart confusion.]

Wait-ing

2010-03-15T23:57:00.095+08:00

Job less --------------------> ME

Going to be beggar soon xD

I hope money can fall down from sky =)

Going to interview today

wake up in the morning 8am

still in sleepiness mood xD

How long I didn't wake up so early? =.=''

10am.

First job- Marketing Executive

Interview process-ing

Bla bla bla ~~~~~~~~

Fill up detail

Show my cert

Try spoken smooth by using eng

well~ I 'done it. :)

" Within this week, we gonna to call you. thanks for your interview"

==ll + :(

4pm.

Second interview- Front Officer

Interview process-ing

Bla bla blah~~~~~~~~ same procedure= =

But this time a bit difference.

Coz' the interviewer is a young guy, assistant branch manager. lol xD

" We need to send your detail and so on to KL' HR,

gonna inform you as fast as possible. "

= =ll same situation. Alamak

Reach home 530pm

freaking tired and sleepy =(

Just simply interview

how I gonna to work later? lol

Laziness.. far away from me !!! =.=''

Suddenly receive a call

Hahahaha.. get another interview on this coming Thurs :)

Hmmm... same on my bday. lol

Don't know my bday will bring along together some luck to me?

lol. I hope so :D

I damn miss you all ♥ ♥ ♥

T______T
All my kampar frens.

p/s: No expect No disappoint.

[ God bless (: ]

I believe

2010-03-14T23:58:00.001+08:00

I don't see things the way ♥ you ♥ do

so give me a reason to believe..

Just listen rumor from a fren

cant bear my tear again T_____T

Don't know why.

I felt sad :(

I hate flirter

FUCK YOU!!!

Tomorrow I'll going to interview

since I already told ♥ you ♥ the day we met

and ♥ you're ♥ the first person who' know

Feeling sad just now

but luckily have my BFF' fishy :)

thanks console me again.

I miss my Fishy :p

And ♥ you ♥ lol

luckily ♥ you ♥ remember I gonna interview by tomorrow

but why ♥ you ♥ keep ask me go to sleep only?

ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz

wey~ I need ♥ your ♥ ' support

stupid. = =''

p/s: Super dyper hate FLIRTER >________<

[ Trusty ]

Closer ;)

2010-03-13T23:38:00.001+08:00

" The spaces between our fingers were created so another person's fingers could fill them. "

Srsly

It's like nobody is around when I'm with ♥ you ♥

We talk to each other

We sit with each other

so near so close.

We get more close and closer

that actually unexpectedly.

Never expect those will happen on me

but finally ♥ you ♥ did it on me :)

I enjoy every moment with ♥ you ♥

Really. I can feel it.

♥ You're ♥ different today

the way ♥ you ♥ talk to me

the action ♥ you ♥ did to me

that's all really have difference.

>_______<

I remember ♥ you ♥ told me

" body touch body, we only can more closer. " lol

The moment ♥ you ♥ told me

I look at ♥ you ♥

*shy* ♥ you're ♥ so cute =D

I close my eyes and ♥ you ♥ just by my side.

I feel ♥ your ♥ shoulder and ♥ your ♥ arm.
♥ You ♥ show the (n_n) to me. lol

How sweet? :)

I hope the moment can stop it.

Issssssssshhhhhh >.<

Don't hint me, ok?

lol. I'm stupid.

p/s: ♥ You're ♥ always on my mind.

[ Close to ♥ you ♥ ]

New Life

2010-03-11T23:55:00.080+08:00

My first day stay at home
my new life without studies
how should I describe my mood?
Hmm.. :(

Happy.. without studies
Sad.. missing study life
*dilemma*

Fuck. Shit.
I really missing my study life
I miss the yumcha moment
I miss the time lepak in DDS
but I'm not miss the time doing assignment & in class
Muahahahaha.... =P

============================================

Issssssshhhhhhhh.... I miss ♥ you ♥ DEEPLY
=(
I know ♥ you ♥ also feel that
coz' ♥ you ♥ miss me too
lol xD

"Sometimes you meet somebody

and you know that whatever you did before,

it must have been right.

Nothing could've been too bad or gone too far wrong

because it led you to this person."

Yes.
♥ You're ♥ that person
=)

p/s: 米修米修

[ My Dear ]

Leaving

2010-03-10T23:51:00.045+08:00

When you finally let go of the past
something better comes along

Today is my last day stay in kampar :(
sleep in early morning
I think around 8am :|
Hmm.. coz' pack my things again
tired :(

3pm receive a msg
go ghany take my brunch :|
my last meal in kampar
Maggie goreng + Milo ais :)
hmm.. jengs. yummy!

Lol. my BFF all sit around me
look at me eat maggie goreng :|
weird.
No one want leave before I finish my maggie
lol. anyway,
I just try my best quickly finish it :D

Thanks again my BFF
help me move all my stuff.
Hahaha... without you all
I really don't know how to move all the things. :|

Thanks you :)

Raining
when I on th way back ipoh
make me more not willing all my kampar frens again
*tear drop*

No matter how.
Is the time I go.

Today my blog without ♥ you ♥
but don't worry.
Coz' IMY :)

p/s: wish me all the best

[ everything ]

Memories :)

2010-03-09T23:59:00.136+08:00

Going back to college in the morning

settle all the withdraw' procedure.

Since only realize I almost one week

didn't get back to college to class and so on :|

Not expect the coming day. really :(

pack all my stuff and clothes into box

Srsly. I'm getting tired and tired. = =

Getting emo-ing

Aiks... my KFC fly away +____+

actually not coz' the KFC

all is worry about ♥ you ♥

Oh gosh.

Please take care of ♥ yourself ♥

♥ You ♥ are so weak =___=

Don't let me worry about it.

promise, ok? =)

=============================================

Thanks all my coursemates so muchhhh

muackssss. =D

Thanks you all farewell with me

and all of you' wishes.

Touch T___T really.

Tonight is the last night I' stay in kampar

went to westlake for my last night.

*emo-ing*

Listen 眼底星空 in the same

Oh gosh.

T____T without reason.

Did ♥ you ♥ feel what I'm thinking?

hmm.. I think ♥ you ♥ get it.

since ♥ you ♥ keep make joke amuse me

and let me beat :|

Ohh. I get it too. =)

* hug hug *

Thanks for my BFF' company.

I wouldn't forget the moment

we spend together

esp * ♥ you ♥

p/s: Just look up, we are both same under the starry sky.

[ ♥ starry night ]

38 Women's Day =)

2010-03-08T23:58:00.100+08:00

Sleep at around 6am

wake up at 12pm. lol

abnormal life. :|

Going Ipoh today :)

actually is Moon' laptop need to repair.

Me, Moon, Yumi and Fishy

ehem~ 4 liitle girls going by my CLK :)

We crazy shopping :|

but only window shopping. lol

went to jusco at first

afterward went to parade.

Get police blocked. Shit = =

luckily just check my IC and lincense

bla bla bla

How worst and silly M'sia Police nowadays? :|

Jusco McD as my brunch :)

hmm.. yummy!

and damn FULL = =''

Order my favorite chocolate sundae ♥

Captured by Me =)

but sundae owned by Fishy :)

Tired Tired Tired

window shopping non-stop

bla bla blah..

Actually we also not consider window shopping too

Coz' I also spend few pcs of RM10

Hahahahaha...

Bla bla blah

♥ You ♥ really so stupid

stupid stupid stupid

But I know why ♥ you ♥ do as well :)

Feel sweet. really.

What ♥ you ♥ do for me

I'll keep in my heart. lol

thanks. muacks. :D

"Maybe nothing lasts forever

Not the mountains nor the sea

but the times we had together

I will always be with you."

p/s: Be with ♥ you ♥

[ countdown ]

2010-03-07T23:36:00.027+08:00

"If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden."

Any different get from this two sentences?

Hahaha.. xD

Actually almost same, the only different is

the second sentence is written by ♥ you ♥ to me. lol
Feel so weird suddenly ♥ you ♥ told me that sentence

Left two more days stay at kampar T_T

really really not willing be apart with all my kampar frens

esp my gang BFF and fishy fishy xD

Fishy fishy, my new member BFF!!

I swear!!!

I wouldn't forget every moment

when I spent in kampar

with all my coursemate and BFF!! =)

I want ghany yumcha

I want DDS SDO

I want DDS DOTA

I want second round 5am yumcha

I want ghany as breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper

I want lepak dataran

I want be chui shui queen

I want sleep in the morning

I want wake up at afternoon

I want skip class

I want KFC

I want chocolate sundae

bla bla blah =.=''

T_T

I wanna told ♥ you ♥
ILY so much..

p/s: Where ♥ you're ♥ go,
I'll miss ♥ you ♥ so.

[ Closer ]

Promise

2010-03-06T23:58:00.005+08:00

Need to say sorry to all my reader

"SORRY"

coz I sure I write about ♥ LOVE ♥ everyday

sure all my reader felt boring =X

opps.. so sorry.

coz recently I felt ♥ LOVE ♥ really happen on me :D

Hahahahaha..

Let's go my story =)

♥ WIN!!

Hurray~ :D

Again ♥ you ♥ beg me stay

I felt sad and down again :(

really really not willing apart with ♥ you ♥

but can I take it easy? lol

Two sentences ♥ you ♥ told me suddenly

That really arise happen :|

finally ♥ you ♥ tell me this

lol Hahahahaha...

Actually I'm waiting for long time ago.

Sometimes really just a minute

everything gonna to be changed

Izzit I'm gonna leaving soon?

♥ You ♥ only courage to told me this?

Anyway, I feel happy excited high bla bla bla

after ♥ you ♥ saying

and I also don't giving what respond to ♥ you ♥

silly face :|

Something I wanna told ♥ you ♥

................................

actually I expect what ♥ you ♥ told me

since started from long time ago. lol

Hahahahaha...=)

"A boy is a magical creature,

you can lock him out of your workshop,

but you can’t lock him out of your heart.

You can get him out of your study,

but you can’t get him out of your mind.”

Nice? =D

Maybe just like this sentence

"I can get you out of my study,

but I can’t get you out of my mind."

I'm gonna leaving soon

But I wouldn't forget

every moment that just right there with ♥ you ♥

I know ♥ you ♥ expect the day was coming soon

but I more expect the surprise given by ♥ you ♥ that day

and opps... =]

♥ You ♥ already promise me.

So, don't broke our promise

Don't let me feel disappointed

ok? :D

p/s: Don't forget our appoint :)

[ ♥ Expecting ]

LOVING SOMEONE

2010-03-05T23:53:00.002+08:00

L eaving everything behind
O nly to be dropped
V ision's hazy, pictures unwind
I t really can't be stopped
N othing can hold back or keep the passion from moving ahead
G iving, as easily as you take

S howing more instead
O ne can feel so much
M ore than anyone will ever know
E very little thing that can touch
O nly it never lets go
N o one knows the feeling's full amount
E very single moment can count

[ L ♥ V E ]

I'll miss you

2010-03-04T23:59:00.001+08:00

Sitting here in my room
Curious on where to start
Not positive if I want to rhyme
'Cuz I just want to write from the heart

Today feel like Sunday
Days keep going by so fast
I feel numb 'cuz I hate apart' leaving
But how long will this numbness last?

My minds a blur
My heart's out of place
I'm not happy at all
But I cant leave any sadness trace

I hate feeling this way
♥ You ♥ hate seeing me this way
♥ You ♥ want to help me so badly love
But ♥ you ♥ don't know what to say

I wish I wouldn't have to leave ♥ you ♥
I wish a lot of things ya'know?
But this is the most I have to say?

I cry as I write this last part
This one's truely from the heart
I'm not looking forward for...
I love ♥ you ♥ ...

p/s: Surrender to time :|

[ ♥ INY ♥ ]

Long talk

2010-03-03T23:40:00.050+08:00

From beginning,
I'm just like the toast
well. Ccm just like the oven :|
trying to use many way to find me
sms me, msn me, nudge me.
but I just ignore him :D
Sorry for that, Ccm.
actually I'm not purposely to ignore
I just don't know how to face you all.

Hahahaha..
since except this few day,
I just meet my BBF's gang. =X
maybe I felt when I together with them
at least I wouldn't feel stress :|

Finally I meet up you all tonight
I know is the time
I'm going to face it.

Urm.
bla bla bla.
Have a long talk with Ccm, Pek Xin and Victor
for sure still have a big gang my classmate and so on.

Long talk. Bla bla bla.
everyone persuade again and again
ask me stay till end of this sem.
Giving myself a last try, a last chance.

I get it.
" Future is in my own hand, I decide it. "
" We aint young anymore, time not gonna to wait us. "

p/s: Thank concern. :)

[ I'm trying to do my best ]

When I'm with you

2010-03-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

I really hope we can always stick together
Me and ♥ you ♥

When I'm with ♥ you ♥,
I feel like I am me,
I feel to natural,
Like I can finally see.

♥ You ♥ opened up my eyes,
Gave me the feeling,
Gave me my laugh,
Got my heart wheeling.

♥ You ♥ let me be wild,
Got my life going,
Made me feel beautiful,
Made good things start showing.

I could be having a nice day,
Or even just drinking,
But ♥ you'd ♥still catch me,
I'd never be sinking.

I'm glad ♥ you're ♥ in my life,
Glad ♥ you ♥ moved it along,
Glad ♥ you ♥ made me feel love,
Made me feel like I belong.

p/s: Not be willing to apart with ♥ you ♥, but can I?

[ ♥ ILY ♥ more than I can say ]